Ashley Hollis | Secrets, Strategy & Scandal From the Big Brother House!

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spk_0 you and let's get into it. Hey everybody welcome to Off the Vine I'm your host Caitlin Bristow

spk_0 and today my big brother dreams have come true I was like Ashley when can you get on the next flight

spk_0 and come to Off the Vine and she did it really quick so she's here in the studio today Ashley Hollis

spk_0 winner of this season's big brother I'm obviously gonna talk to her all about the cheat man's

spk_0 Vinnie Morgan's relationship what she saw in the house what her thoughts are around it her L

spk_0 Woods moment of the mic drop her incredible speeches that I think won her the game and a bunch of

spk_0 questions from you at home so stay tuned for this wildly entertaining episode of Off the Vine. Okay so

spk_0 we were just saying you're not a social media marketing manager which I was like my advice to people

spk_0 when they go on reality TV is usually don't try and be somebody you're not right but in your case I'm

spk_0 like it actually was such an L Woods mic drop moment like the whole thing was so perfect how you

spk_0 did that but my question is how did you keep that up the whole time because that's harder than

spk_0 anything in itself oh it was hard oh it was hard I had to constantly I mean dumbing myself down

spk_0 which I've heard they showed that moment on the camera me because I don't remember what the

spk_0 conversation was but I remember I was having an ex so dumb it hurt yeah I walked into the

spk_0 vine when I was like it's exhausting this is exhausting trying to keep this up I've been trying

spk_0 to keep up I was trying to remember I had like a social media marketing internship in undergrad okay

spk_0 um it was at this place called like B social talent agency okay and so I was trying to channel all

spk_0 of that energy yeah I actually worked with some like bachelor people yeah I worked like on a

spk_0 beckotilly like on her blog yeah I mean this is when I was like beckotilly is literally coming over

spk_0 to my house in like five days no way oh my gosh we're back on your vlog like five years ago

spk_0 that's amazing but yeah so I was trying to channel that energy and just remember the topics

spk_0 and trying to remember like oh brand events but there were some questions I couldn't answer

spk_0 and I was like like would people ask you something and you just have to bullshit your way through

spk_0 I have to be as my way but I feel like you could do that because your whole will get there the

spk_0 the speeches at the end I was like it was amazing because I also am like I'm I'm a live feeder not

spk_0 to the point where I'm like I have not missed a live feed like but I would be creepy enough that I

spk_0 leave it on at night and sometimes I'd like wake up and hear people snoring yeah oh my gosh you're

spk_0 like a big brother fan okay wait I'm glad because that means you actually know my game because

spk_0 apparently I got a terrible at it oh no I know I know but I don't think you got a terrible at it

spk_0 okay okay I well that's interesting that you even say that because I was gonna ask like does

spk_0 everybody just love you because I felt you got a very lovable yes no I got a lovable at it but

spk_0 anytime I went in live which only on a live like three times but when I do go on live I you know

spk_0 I see all the messages and they're like your edit did not like do you justice to like your game

spk_0 you were like I agree with fun character I guess like a comedic relief yeah which I'll take that

spk_0 to but you're just doing that right now I'm like oh my god that's so diary room I feel it like

spk_0 reminds me because I've watched I've literally been watching since 2003 stop yeah like the I'm

spk_0 pretty sure that was the first season oh my god I love that I'm really my whole family we

spk_0 have family group chats like yeah we are die hard fans so I was like it's just so crazy to me that

spk_0 you could go in and actually keep up that facade of like dummy yourself down because acting like

spk_0 was Vinnie shitting his pants at the end yeah I can remember looking over and I saw his face he's

spk_0 yeah I can yeah I can picture the face he's doing because I was like he has no idea if he had that

spk_0 in the bag had it in the back and so watching you do that final speech like I it was iconic I

spk_0 truly was like screaming because I didn't see it coming either I didn't think you deserved

spk_0 when I didn't see the speech the way like and you had it dialed yeah no I did I literally have

spk_0 been practicing well actually I was late Morgan had been practicing love Morgan but yeah thought

spk_0 she was winning the game for weeks of course I did too yeah no saying yeah and she well here's

spk_0 actually here's the thing I actually didn't think Morgan would win at a certain point probably a few

spk_0 weeks before just because everybody was targeting her yeah you know she was she was winning the most

spk_0 like loved first and now but she kept winning so then at that point I think after her fourth man I

spk_0 was like okay she's gonna win the game she's gonna comp her way out yeah what she quite almost did

spk_0 I just can't it was gonna do that too I thought Keanu was gonna do that too yeah me too I thought

spk_0 anytime we wanted to get him out yeah you'd win yeah every single time with her was blockbuster we're

spk_0 like okay we finally got him on the block on eviction night yeah wins the blockbuster every time

spk_0 every time it was crazy so Morgan was practicing her speech and you're like yes oh at one point

spk_0 I remember two weeks before she was asking me like what should I say or like whatever yeah oh yeah no

spk_0 she like when I win yes no like she thought she had it in the back no no no she thought she had it

spk_0 no like a lot of players this season like that lucky Mickey was talking about final two week three I

spk_0 know I know I I did notice people I was like Mickey was one of the ones who I was like rooting for

spk_0 her so hard at the beginning yes and then I was like oh she think she's it no it was bad yeah

spk_0 it was bad I remember she asked me who should she sit next to in the final two oh this was week five oh

spk_0 yeah um she made it during I like she was crazy it was crazy I think that was one of the things

spk_0 I had to my advantage was that a lot of the players really were looking way far ahead yeah but they

spk_0 would miss what was right in front of them which is why you see early eliminations like Jimmy yes

spk_0 and Mickey people who were literally at the top I can't believe Jimmy went home so early me oh I was

spk_0 gagged I was so good I was I couldn't believe it because I was like oh this guy's going far but

spk_0 it's not just another thing with the edits I'm like you couldn't tell he was like I'm going to make

spk_0 good TV yes and then he like shot is shot too hard or something I don't know absolutely overplayed

spk_0 his hand yeah I mean he apparently was trying to get me out not necessarily out but he wanted to put me

spk_0 up like week three or four really I don't remember which was crazy I'm like is it actually going

spk_0 against you but do you truly think at that point it's just so easy to go after whoever made a little

spk_0 like the sh- whole shower thing like they're like oh that's just the easy way to do it like

spk_0 to everybody's on board let's get her out yeah exactly 100% yeah but it's like he didn't put me

spk_0 on the block week two when he was H.O.A. right so I'm like the fact that he was trying to put me on

spk_0 the block after that he won again I'm like I thought we were good yeah we were working together it

spk_0 just his moves did not make even getting a meal like you got a meal right H.O.H. I know and what

spk_0 does heavy talk to him at all yeah I have okay yeah he does yeah yeah oh my gosh yeah could

spk_0 you ask him questions like do you ask the other I haven't asked not yet no I've just been so in my own

spk_0 world but yeah to get drinks he's like he's gonna be in New York next week so I will be

spk_0 asking I'll be rolling in yeah you should like make it into your own little podcast

spk_0 I do think that's why you're up on the block early on because it was just you have to go for it yeah

spk_0 yeah and can I just clear the record here it was a 30 minute shower and I did watch episode one

spk_0 at 30 minutes max yeah including the outside the shower routine like including like skincare yeah

spk_0 oh wow all those things okay 30 minutes okay and I saw the edit they could

spk_0 completely edit it out the entire conversation because I actually was like no he was like shower

spk_0 appear please like done it on and I was like no like it feels weird I feel like you need it at

spk_0 least take a shower first or just enjoy your first night he's like no please like I don't want

spk_0 to shower right now he's like I want to unpack all my clothes like I want to chill I'm like oh he's

spk_0 like go get yourself bring it up here why wouldn't you they skipped that entire conversation

spk_0 this is the big brother edits make me mad because I'm like that's why we have live feeds so we

spk_0 can see everything they're like oh well the live feeds weren't on the first week oh they

spk_0 weren't no they weren't until Sunday your live feeds were going viral on TikTok they had no

spk_0 idea obviously and did Kelly really not understand how the live feeds work I have no idea about Kelly

spk_0 that girl's a question mark for me I don't know what is going on in her brain I remember she

spk_0 was campaigning to stay what was it week seven yeah this girl tells me she's gonna put me on the

spk_0 block at the pond I'm like girl I'm picking I'm looking at a big but immediately if you get on

spk_0 that block and don't win the blockbuster because what that tells someone they're gonna put you on

spk_0 the block did she never watch the show before she says she's only watched two seasons which I'm

spk_0 starting to believe her with her gameplay I'm starting okay that makes a lot more sense because when

spk_0 she found out those live feeds were 24 seven she totally started acting different stop really she

spk_0 was a lot more quiet at what when she realized yeah get out yeah it was fascinating oh that's

spk_0 fascinating um so when you were like on the block yeah at that early are you mentally and emotionally

spk_0 like so stressed out or are you like I what is going through your mind okay week one was the only time

spk_0 I was stressed the whole season really yes I was very like chill and relaxed honestly because I

spk_0 never target again yeah but week one oh my gosh I wasn't stressed this day too though even though

spk_0 the rumors were swirling because Vince was telling me I know what happened you didn't shower for a

spk_0 long time like why would I care you don't mean he's like me and you know the truth so why do you care

spk_0 what everyone else says right right right right right you're right and then after that I'm like you

spk_0 know what something about me I just didn't trust him yeah I feel like being a lawyer I have a very good

spk_0 radar and sense of people yeah a good feel a good judgment and I could just feel something felt

spk_0 off about him about Vinnie yes and so that was why I kept going up also people kept telling me to go

spk_0 up like that's something they also didn't show I saw the Catherine things I've watched that

spk_0 up is that's these are the only episodes I've watched episodes one and then the last the finale oh

spk_0 okay yeah there's the only watch yeah I'm like good good start yeah yeah but I saw the thing with

spk_0 Catherine is people literally had told me to go in they were like go in and talk what was

spk_0 like Catherine they showed a scene of me like interrupting their conversation oh right yeah and then

spk_0 try to make it you don't mean yeah like I'm bitchy probably but everybody was telling me to go in

spk_0 yeah like Catherine's definitely not going up so go in and talk to him because you might be going

spk_0 up right and so I just remember that being like a little bit stressed because everybody in the house

spk_0 is telling me like because I've been almost trying to pretend like that they were my best friend

spk_0 yeah just a case I stayed and didn't go up and they're like you gotta go talk to him like you like

spk_0 in trouble that's how do you like trust issues galore I would have in that house yeah oh my gosh

spk_0 cuz it's like a cheating xboy friend every yeah it really is cuz like everybody is lined to

spk_0 some degree or going behind your back and like building alliances and you don't know ever and it's

spk_0 like it's just like a house of paranoia at all times all times okay obviously there were a few

spk_0 major moves in the game that shifted everything in your favor but the obviously the final head of

spk_0 household was like the crazy most important thing yes but I'm trying to remember what you said

spk_0 in your speech you you really strategized in a complete different way than most people like

spk_0 people want to build the resume with the comp wins and they really want to do this social game and this

spk_0 but you were in the background on the sidelines yeah puppeteering and like structuring it in your

spk_0 favor without anybody even knowing how did you do that without people knowing oh my gosh it was

spk_0 anyone was anyone ever on to no it was fully the L Woods thing like it was fully which I'm still

spk_0 trying to like unpack that to make sure I'm not bringing that into my real personality yeah

spk_0 when you do something for so long it becomes like method acting like you're literally

spk_0 method acting that's exactly what I was thinking when you said trying to not to bring it into my

spk_0 real life because that can totally happen yes and I fully was method acting I mean I did acting

spk_0 before the show just in my real life yeah I grew up doing musical theater and like all of those

spk_0 things yeah in like in college when I went to LMU which is a little bit of a mirror mount

spk_0 university in LA yeah I was like signed to an agency and I was like really trying to like make

spk_0 it and then I decided to go to law school so yeah but I like I still had all those tools yeah so I

spk_0 fully like got into the character I watched the movie like six times and I was like yeah yeah

spk_0 and so that's new to the dumb jokes like come in I'm like kitty Perry went to the moon like you know

spk_0 I was wait what happened with the salivating what did you say yes lovey yeah was that a gem for the

spk_0 job halfway halfway because I saw it on the bottom that it said say lovey in parentheses but I was

spk_0 like how funny would it be like okay a lot of people do this when they do like a documentary or

spk_0 something or like what is that called like a okay I guess the document like they're doing someone's

spk_0 life story yes yeah yeah yeah they will watch like everything about that person to get into the

spk_0 characters where they feel like they are that person and so I was like this is what I'm going to

spk_0 do because I cannot have these people thinking I'm a teller the intelligent ones always go home soon

spk_0 so true yeah because if they would if you and a done shower gate and they knew you were smart oh my

spk_0 gosh about bye bye like that's crazy yeah so everyone genuinely thought of his dumb I mean I saw

spk_0 Zach he did an interview after the show and they were like describe each person with one word and

spk_0 Zach said dumb for Ashley he didn't he did and then the interview was like so uh did you know

spk_0 that she's actually an attorney and his jaw was dropped oh my gosh what did you know what it will say oh

spk_0 my gosh will was gag I told him like weeks oh you did I told like week three or four he's the only

spk_0 person in the house that knew maybe when I thought he was gonna go home oh funny yeah you guys

spk_0 really she was so sweet oh my gosh I love will he is such a lovable easygoing guy he is he so

spk_0 funny yeah is he yes he's like oh he's literally hilarious one of the funniest people in the house

spk_0 I don't know if they showed that but no we were tight like I wasn't surprised when he was in the

spk_0 I love him love like love yeah he's the best yeah he kept my secret until obviously I heard

spk_0 jury he told it but I think it was in my favor they didn't show any jury house this season really nothing

spk_0 not one try stop yeah because I haven't seen episodes yeah no they didn't show jury house once

spk_0 what was going on there they didn't show people showing up doing the whole thing it was like

spk_0 too juicy of the the cheat man's going on when they're like oh my gosh I know I make apparently

spk_0 the whole end of the show was about that which is crazy that's why my life not life he'd

spk_0 sorry my tiktok was all about the cheat man's like good and it was so funny because I did a

spk_0 Instagram and I was like doing which you voodoo to get Vinnie sent home and then I heard him

spk_0 heard him and you talking about me on the live he's like oh she's my favorite batch I was like

spk_0 am you take it back I was like oh shit that is so funny I know I messaged him after and I was like

spk_0 I'm really sorry I should know better than than that to contribute to like the online hate yeah

spk_0 but I'm like in my head it's just a funny joke but like when you come off and I

spk_0 every day to yeah yeah they did brief us on that about the hated people yeah yeah because I think

spk_0 Riley was shocked again I didn't see a lot of it that's kind of when I started going on live feeds

spk_0 okay is when the whole like Riley stuff was going on and I was like what because I kept seeing

spk_0 tiktok's about it and I was like I didn't just start watching the live feeds yeah and so I did

spk_0 and then that's when I got sucked in but I heard yes and think he came off and was just shocked

spk_0 that people thought this way about him yes yeah I mean I came off and I was shocked hearing the

spk_0 things I mean he wasn't my favorite part of the story I'm sure you guys saw I'm trying to get

spk_0 him on that block yeah yeah I'm just pushing room on that block that week he went home on Rachel's

spk_0 H.O. H.O. H. but he wasn't that terrible for person we just never

spk_0 vied yeah but like I didn't mind him like he was a bit obnoxious for sure yeah to like younger than

spk_0 my brother my brother 18 oh my god but yeah he was very loud obnoxious yeah yeah I don't know if

spk_0 they showed that but really like an amazing at it I've been seeing that online who did a Riley oh yeah

spk_0 apparently they were working overtime on that at it like which is crazy because I'm like I wonder

spk_0 why they want to protect some people or yeah like I wonder what they're like rhyme and reason is

spk_0 for that yeah me too because allegedly not even allegedly it did happen my parents told me because

spk_0 they I guess we're avid live feed watchers yeah and he said he wanted to trip me so I could trip

spk_0 and fall and hit my head or something crazy yeah yeah sure yeah because I wasn't going to vote for him

spk_0 yeah so he wants you to trip on your head like okay I see why America hates him yeah that is

spk_0 and wait what I believe Catherine still like when they were like yeah we're hanging out I was like

spk_0 loves that man what yeah her family hates him though you that's I knew that because I think her

spk_0 family was like advocating for her for her sake I guess for him to go home because they didn't

spk_0 like the way he was treating her yeah interesting yeah no yeah I'm about like Buffalo wildlings

spk_0 I want you yeah like two days ago in LA yeah they're like super they love each other okay I'm

spk_0 to eat your time that's I asked if she was okay for America she said she's fine yeah okay well

spk_0 that is up to her it's a term I like that the world was looking out for her but also I feel

spk_0 like you probably feel like you're a robot just on repeat because yeah probably the same

spk_0 questions over and over and over and over and I know what those like media routes are like

spk_0 but I'm like I would not be doing my job if I didn't ask what you thought about the sheetmans like I

spk_0 I'm just yes because to us at home I actually with Vinnie from the beginning I was like I'm rooting

spk_0 for him yeah it was actually in my final like three picks yeah a lot of people said that yeah

spk_0 yeah yeah he seemed like a really like sweet normal guy and then obviously we saw that

spk_0 relationship do whatever it was doing but I'm like I I respect that like okay Morgan like they

spk_0 swear that this was a platonic relationship like but yeah you're also you're definitely

spk_0 crossing boundaries for sure like there is definitely I watch the live feeds I'm like do they know

spk_0 what we're seeing yeah there is some serious like robbing touching like kissing on the forehead

spk_0 like sleeping in the same bed the cuddling for two weeks I'm like you can be best friends yes

spk_0 but I'm like I and I'm not to hear to judge how you are best friends with somebody yeah but if I

spk_0 know a guy had a girlfriend at home of seven years I would not touch him no me neither with a

spk_0 tempo pole actually with a 10 foot pole I would keep the hugs to at least one second literally

spk_0 like like a normal you know yeah just normal but they're like holding each other and so do you

spk_0 know where because Vinnie kind of like disappeared I know he's like yeah yeah I like tweet I was like

spk_0 I can't like I want everybody to be okay yeah I mean of course you're allowed to also we're

spk_0 allowed to not agree with certain things yeah and still not want them to like get hate online and

spk_0 like bash into you know 100 like I laughed so hard that you called them I was six to one no cry baby

spk_0 like I was like yes like because that's funny it's funny I was like I literally it wasn't like a

spk_0 mean like all the time like I love to have that man's head for free but that's funny because you're

spk_0 just you were playing that part so well yeah that people really did think like how is she making

spk_0 that this far how is she here because you're acting totally totally agency's book me no

spk_0 truly do you think you'll get into like doing anything like I would love to yeah yeah I would

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spk_0 has anyone from passing seasons a big brother slid into your DMs yes

spk_0 I feel I feel like were you interested in any of that you know what I don't know I

spk_0 I did hang out with someone from a previous season you did just like a chill thing yeah we went

spk_0 to a bar like talk for a long time yeah he was cool can you say who it doesn't mean you hooked up

spk_0 with him you're just going I'll believe it if you want me to okay can you believe it I'll believe

spk_0 that I promise okay oh yeah we hung out for like five hours like he came to my hotel and we

spk_0 talked in the wild after the bar goes yeah yeah so cute jury strategy to me is always such a

spk_0 wild concept yeah but the the jury vote I feel like it's always tricky so when you were preparing

spk_0 for your final speech yes were you like I am going to mic drop this so hard yeah because when

spk_0 you're going over in your head of like how to prepare because you can't write stuff down at house

spk_0 right no pin and paper and nothing straight off the rest you're just remembering all the things

spk_0 that you actually did behind the scenes that people didn't realize yep and off the cuff saying

spk_0 it because you were like I have shit to get out there and really I'd be like okay you have your time

spk_0 but you're like no I got it all I know people are like you were talking fast and like on purpose

spk_0 because I knew they said be a 90 seconds yeah I knew I had way more to say the 90s so I was like

spk_0 I'm just gonna like talk as fast as I can while also being coherent very hard to prepare a speech

spk_0 when you don't have had a paper about no oh my gosh I had to just start remembering points like

spk_0 key points I wanted to say and then create like a fin diagram in my head of like what I need to

spk_0 say and what points I need to hit oh my gosh yeah I always wonder that too like when you guys are

spk_0 doing because production comes over the speakers and like talks to you guys sometimes right yes

spk_0 I'm gonna be carrying you home

spk_0 I'm gonna be doing that I think I might be telling you like one

spk_0 knock it off oh my god

spk_0 I know they're getting mad at you for certain things like what was there one thing that they said it was like

spk_0 cool out or chill out or wait which one which time it was when you were trying to nap and they

spk_0 wouldn't let you like what's the point the masterminds you to do something anyways like I care

spk_0 and they were like it said something like nasty to you I think it's like cool it out or this

spk_0 white we can't have nice things or something crazy yeah I know like the big brother voice coming

spk_0 over the speakers and saying something but we were so fed up in there though because we too we

spk_0 must remember anything was so stupid it was I agree I know Rachel would not have gone home that

spk_0 week if that did not happen I thought let me tell you how crazy I went when she went home I'm going

spk_0 okay she's the mastermind she's gonna come back this is the twist of the season stop always in

spk_0 red she's wearing a key on her she's wearing a key on her neck and the mastermind has a keyhole

spk_0 in his head and she's thinking things she's the mastermind and she's gonna come back and that's

spk_0 gonna be the whole thing I did nothing for a second she was done with that game it was no yeah I

spk_0 was hoping she'd come back but then I had to pack her things I was like she's not compact oh yeah

spk_0 I had to pack all of her things Rachel Riley has a lot of things it took like two hours to pack

spk_0 she's so eclectic she's got so many little hats she everything bows and bows and drawings

spk_0 everything yeah and you name it she has it she has it along with her little Jimmy Choo shoes oh my

spk_0 she has everything she's a hoot she's a hoot I love Rachel oh my gosh I was devastated when she

spk_0 went home me too I was like and I got I get mad when people don't like her because I'm like how could

spk_0 you not I know but you know what to be fair I heard that her edit was not good this season which

spk_0 that is not Rachel Riley's well that's honestly I really fell in love with her from the live feeds oh yeah

spk_0 she no she's the most lovable like I'm like she's so sweet a girls girl like a girls girl yes you

spk_0 really threw a path a true and path that's what I saw on live feeds I was like this sucks because you

spk_0 really I think that's what I get confused and what is shown in what's life is because I watch

spk_0 both yeah because you watch both yeah like what but I always wanted to hear like when you guys

spk_0 well they won't show this online but when you guys are coming down to do your like speeches like you

spk_0 you either put the key on and you're doing the whole thing with that box like do they come in and say

spk_0 or on the speakers and be like okay now say this yes okay that'll be like this is the veto

spk_0 meaning and then you repeat yeah like repeat after me yes that's what I thought because I'm like

spk_0 and and do they tell everybody like keep a serious face yes because yeah that moment is always

spk_0 like everyone so serious yes and then you can tell because I'm like I wouldn't remember what to say

spk_0 I would have to have I was like do they have an earpiece or is no no no come on the speaker but then

spk_0 if you want to say your own two cents that is on you okay like if they want to be like I

spk_0 remember Vinnie's we put more in on the block he was like he said something not yet but he just

spk_0 was like not good mom and grumbling and then that was it but that's his own thing like his own words

spk_0 okay yeah and I'm like what are what are other production like tidbits that people would be like

spk_0 oh my gosh oh well we get music every morning I don't know if you guys know that what kind of

spk_0 music did you get we got all kinds of music like it would change every day we got we listened to

spk_0 three songs so it'd be like good morning house guests it's time to wake up and then they play three

spk_0 songs very very loud and then you're supposed to get up and change your body oh okay so that's

spk_0 they obviously don't show that yeah oh okay I was like I'm not sure if they did or didn't probably not

spk_0 because of copyright reasons copyright but they're like good songs sometimes yeah sometimes like

spk_0 like Rihanna Beyonce and when you get it like when people got ahead of household they could pick

spk_0 would they want to listen to yes you could have an album and you had a little iPod it was like very

spk_0 OG like old school that's crazy yeah what do you think your biggest aha moment was when you were like

spk_0 like my like my strategy is working oh is there a moment you remember probably early on really

spk_0 probably like week five or six when people were straight up to my face like would say things yeah

spk_0 because they didn't think I would pick up what they're putting down like they would accidentally

spk_0 spill which I that was sort of what I was talking about in my speech like they would accidentally

spk_0 spill information because they generally thought I was dumb and so they would say things and like

spk_0 say other things like that they I could tell they didn't mean to say yeah um for instance with Ava

spk_0 like this was weak what was Mickey's age to age week four okay so it was on week four yeah I had

spk_0 been hearing grumblings and I also granted not even just hearing things I saw during the um this

spk_0 was when it was Will Adrian the Will Adrian vote yeah I saw during the two minutes that we have in

spk_0 between when you vote to evict Vinnie Zach and someone else maybe Keanu were like huddled

spk_0 and they were talking and I'm like what is there to talk about we already know what we're doing

spk_0 the votes are already in right then I saw because Ava was sitting right next to me I saw Zach

spk_0 give Ava a look like and it hey like what are you gonna do yeah yeah yeah and then Ava turns to me

spk_0 and she's like we're still keeping a little right and I'm like yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah things changed right

spk_0 so my light balls my attorney like I was like something is not right here I feel like they were

spk_0 trying to flip the vote my gut told me that so I went to Ava and I used reverse psychology and

spk_0 was just like oh my gosh I can't believe Zach and Vinnie were trying to flip you on the vote and she

spk_0 goes I know right I can't believe it and just so you know Ashley I was never gonna do it like I

spk_0 never was gonna be the one to flip the vote like they she she didn't oh she didn't but at the last

spk_0 minute she didn't oh my gosh wait what was the one were you and did you know you couldn't come back

spk_0 and change your voter was that part of the story I was never so funny to me when you guys are

spk_0 you're like oh wait um actually no I changed my vote she was like nope and then you let me hear

spk_0 the no no no so I genuinely thought my vote did not count for like a good 20 minutes after the show

spk_0 until they pulled me into the diagram and were like you knew your vote count I was like it did

spk_0 I already told people by them that I wasn't the vote yeah you gotta wait with that scoffery

spk_0 wait another moment that I was like oh I love when the fourth wall breaks which usually that's

spk_0 easy to do in your show but this wasn't because it was live um when who I can't remember who had

spk_0 just gone home Ava I think and you guys were like oh she was an alternative or an alternative or

spk_0 an alternative what does that mean because I've so because then you were like I think we're so

spk_0 on live TV and then they're like oh oh there goes her photo okay moving on and I was like

spk_0 huh so what does that mean an alternate like she maybe wasn't gonna be in the house exactly so

spk_0 every season they have like I don't remember how many maybe like three or four alternate yeah

spk_0 and they fly to LA they do all the filming like all the things you saw in episode one like your

spk_0 hometown or whatever yeah but they're told that they're an alternate which means unless somebody

spk_0 else drops you you're not gonna be on the show but they always have alternatives because sometimes

spk_0 things happen like whether it's like something didn't go through yeah um and she found out two days

spk_0 before we left like as in like we left for the house oh my god we're in the hotel for 12 days 12

spk_0 12 no phone no nothing 12 days they do three on the bathroom I thought that was bad yeah no it's

spk_0 well oh my gosh well did you know you can't leave the room we only left for like press

spk_0 so they're like starting the paranoia early early early until she found out two days before

spk_0 Vinnie was alternate for last season he was yeah did you get to nap a lot in the house I

spk_0 nap a lot yeah I feel like I got in trouble for it a lot yeah I'm supposed to nap 10 to 10 you

spk_0 have waking hours oh yeah so we'd get yelled at a lot but they just kind of gave up as the season

spk_0 went on because so many of us were nappers like everybody was never there no from 10 a.m. to 10

spk_0 me and me was supposed to be up who do you think the toughest competitor was to beat and

spk_0 competition or to beat in the game game Morgan's definitely won yeah honestly will had an amazing

spk_0 social game because everybody liked him yeah so though he didn't win competitions he was the most

spk_0 likable person people's well respected for sure that makes sense sick he on you has just such

spk_0 an incredible story yeah but I don't think it shows on the shows his reads were so off in the game

spk_0 what do you mean oh my god he didn't know what the heck was going on really like he thought he

spk_0 did though which was funny but his reads were way off he's admitted it though so I can say it now okay

spk_0 okay I wasn't gonna say this on anywhere public because I actually do like kiana yeah but he

spk_0 actually posted on his story because he's watching the show back yeah he said while my reads were

spk_0 totally off he was like I was trying to tell you the whole game yeah he said something like I saw

spk_0 on his story he said something like um seen what the other house guests actually thought about me

spk_0 and I was like ooh who's he talking about oh I wonder because he's watching the show back yeah

spk_0 that's what I would find the hardest watching back because I'm like people are gonna talk

spk_0 behind my back yeah and I would have such a hard time with that oh yeah for sure I mean that's

spk_0 why I posted the thing of Vinnie I was like dang I'm really living in his head right free like yeah

spk_0 we didn't vibe but I was not thinking about that man from Dustel Dawn like he was I was like on

spk_0 the flavor of his mouth like it was crazy yeah but kiana I'm trying to think so kiana oh what surprised

spk_0 me the most was Kelly I saw some comments that Kelly made about kiana oh kiana really liked Kelly like

spk_0 he really not like that but just like as a person like he really had her back through and through

spk_0 every single week and hearing the comments she made like she said he's scary when he has his

spk_0 head hair down so she said yeah someone tagged me in the video so he I wonder if that's what he's

spk_0 talking about and I was like that's kind of crazy yeah I don't know if that's a microaggression

spk_0 or just straight up ignorance it's one of it but I'm like yeah saying someone's scary because they

spk_0 have their hair down is kind of insane yeah it is someone who's been nice to you the whole he

spk_0 it's really he was a Kelly defender like like none of us liked Kelly no offense Kelly yeah yeah like

spk_0 she would just say some obscure things like she made a joke to will about Viagra him needing Viagra

spk_0 no like she's that's really absurd things in the house that's just surprise me actually but kiana

spk_0 always at her back really so seeing the things like how she felt about him for real I was like

spk_0 this feels kind of nasty yeah I don't know it feels like more than game to me I wonder I'm like

spk_0 it why I think Paul from friendship Paul from other seasons I'm like he made a good point he's

spk_0 like why are they not doing reunions because there's so much the confetti comes out and that's it

spk_0 yeah then we have to get you on interviews and like tune into all these interviews but it's like

spk_0 yeah do a reunion you know they should yeah like get pull Andy Cohen like I saw him he was talking

spk_0 about it with Julie Chen yeah I'm like get him on there who had like the quirkiest personality

spk_0 that drove you nuts like what were the quirks in the house can I like was it yes she will she even

spk_0 sit on her exit interview she was like I'm obnoxious like I was extremely I was irritable like I am

spk_0 irritable yeah yeah extremely was that gameplay do you think or do you think that's just I don't know

spk_0 who Kelly is I'm sorry I'm like confused as a little like I'm telling you I saw her like in the game

spk_0 and our game made no sense which made me be like set first we thought she was a secret superfan

spk_0 yeah but then when you looked at her game and the things that she would do I mean like she was

spk_0 trying to stay that last week um next to like Lauren and Keanu yeah and she straight up told Morgan

spk_0 or no she told Vinnie who's Morgan number one she was gunning for Morgan yeah you can't do that

spk_0 Morgan wanted to keep Kelly until that point yeah like girl yeah she is not a superfan

spk_0 no and her jokes were just so like I said the Viagra joke like the I don't know she's she made a

spk_0 joke to me because I was like oh my gosh I'm so excited like I love this experience I'm so

spk_0 excited like see my family soon and I can't believe you have 15 days or like whatever yeah and

spk_0 she was like if you want to see this about you just go home oh oh girl don't you need my

spk_0 vote this week yeah she wasn't picking up with anyone who's putting down no it was very interesting

spk_0 but she was really sweet and lovely after the show like I saw her at one of the parties and she

spk_0 was nice but then again a lot of people who weren't nice are nice of course of course they're nice now

spk_0 of course they're nice but yeah I don't know who Kelly is that's interesting yeah she was

spk_0 interesting character and she was very quirky yeah and very strange she had a bug addiction yeah I

spk_0 saw that too I was like what and she was like she's about where she hides them and I was like

spk_0 yeah yeah she talked about putting a bug in my food one time yeah my parents said they watched

spk_0 the life heads and they were like she made a drink for me during have not and I parents say don't

spk_0 drink it Ashley I don't trust it I don't know wait so being a have not they don't really show the

spk_0 competitions and like stuff that you do how do you decide who's a have not now so I fell off the wall

spk_0 I was the second the first thing people told me Morgan and Will we're have not so week because

spk_0 we were the first three to fall and you literally have to take cold showers cold showers eat the swap

spk_0 yeah I barfed like eight times no so I had to go in a faster 48 hours till it ended yeah

spk_0 because I couldn't my body was rejecting whatever was in there making you through up I mean it was like

spk_0 yeah it wasn't good Morgan was struggling she what she didn't throw up but she was really starting

spk_0 to struggle I don't know if they showed Vince Vince was like damn your dead on the couch like really

spk_0 yeah from the slot what's that because I because what it's not enough food so it's like you're

spk_0 hungry but then like it's supposed to be very nutritional but it's very like dance it tastes like

spk_0 steel oatmeal or something like seven it actually is seven days yeah no I lose my it was awful yeah

spk_0 what is like the grossest thing that happens in that house all the rotten banana peels and apricots

spk_0 I actually know it's very lit I mean a lot of the guys I won't say which ones there was a few who

spk_0 just blew up that back oh it was bad I mean there was peel on the floor at one time like yeah

spk_0 I would lose my mind that okay that alone makes me not want to do this yeah I was not cleaning up

spk_0 after those people I'm like I'm sorry I know people like started complaining about me week five for

spk_0 not cleaning up after everyone else but I'm like why would you clean up after every house yes I'm

spk_0 just here why would you clean up after everybody no you know you know you know you know my home bro

spk_0 now my gosh did you did you ever intentionally throw a comp yes you did I threw the double

spk_0 eviction the double the following one yeah the one I can really cause yeah I saw I was accidentally

spk_0 doing I genuinely wasn't even trying to do good and I actually kept landing ball after ball and the

spk_0 thing and I was like oh no because I was looking around I'm like oh my gosh I know I would have

spk_0 nominated Lauren and Keanu yeah but the thing is if either of them won the video which that's

spk_0 exactly what happened yeah Keanu won the video but I was thinking either of them the video I have to

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spk_0 situations. Do you ever forget that the cameras are on yes yeah I feel like that yeah I had no

spk_0 I've never watched life feeds in my life oh so I had no idea they show us there's like a scene of

spk_0 me in my bed and the bed cam was on yeah and I'm like what I was like talking because I was

spk_0 like going over my speech yeah what the hell I did not know that those cameras are on no matter

spk_0 what like me checking out my teeth that was like a viral meme I'm like I had no idea that's

spk_0 another thing I think about if me I was in the house because I'm like I'd be plucking chin hairs

spk_0 and like doing just like the grossest shit I feel like oh like and I'd forget I think I'd forget

spk_0 that the cameras you forget very fast I already forget cameras on when I'm doing anything with

spk_0 cameras around I'm like I already started splitting you and I'm like wait can you actually put that

spk_0 out which I will anything you want did you guys ever do any like fun pranks or inside jokes

spk_0 that developed in the house oh there was like a jeeps thing I don't know if they showed that it

spk_0 was like Morgan and Jimmy were like being the butler and like yeah that one was really weird

spk_0 they probably wouldn't have shown that though yeah Kelly played pranks on a lot of people like

spk_0 she would put stuff in kihanna's drink and then you drink it and be like what is this yeah but

spk_0 you didn't play to me prank you guys when you got your like hoh package do people like I would

spk_0 really want wine could you yeah I wanted moscato but I never wanted hoh till the end but that's

spk_0 okay that's the only one that mattered so you couldn't eat order that for in the house only if you

spk_0 were big brother or you know hoh yeah you could order like a drink but we would get wine like every

spk_0 few weeks but just like two bottles for like the whole house and did everybody want some every

spk_0 single person yeah that's kihanna actually is not a big drinker okay so he towards the end though

spk_0 he did start drinking yeah because it's like there's nothing else to do there's six of us in the

spk_0 house yeah but before that he was not a big drinker also I feel like everybody's probably

spk_0 asked you this question but what is your plan to do with the $750,000 yes I know I keep getting

spk_0 that question and I'm like oh you know what I think I'll invest a lot of it I think I'm gonna put a

spk_0 good amount in a trust yeah um to try to whether it's like index fund or whatever to try to

spk_0 spread out my money and like invest it um I'm really good with money being that I'm a lawyer so I

spk_0 don't plan on like I don't plan on changing my lifestyle like I'm gonna live within my means

spk_0 yeah I had a decent lifestyle before like I'm not gonna sit here and be like right like I

spk_0 have a nice year at apartment you know to me I had a great job I was working on a pretty big firm

spk_0 totally um but I don't plan on doing that anymore I know I want to like do the entertainment

spk_0 thing fully now I'm gonna strike all the iron top yeah I definitely use the money to kind of like

spk_0 sustain my lifestyle well trying to get jobs whether it's like TV hosting or something I don't

spk_0 know like whatever I want it yeah yeah singing commercial monsoon theater yeah I did theater so

spk_0 yeah I like oh yeah I'm talking with Frankie cuz Frankie I'm at Frankie Gawden day through the show

spk_0 and yeah he was the mastermind he was there when I won that part to H.O.H. oh my god he's crazy

spk_0 the part to H.O.H. we have to talk about okay that was crazy when you both made the same mistake

spk_0 because that's like the thing about those competitions like you just have to keep going in case

spk_0 somebody's like fall over and they're about to win but you're like oh you can't give up now like

spk_0 you were like let me I was yelling I was like right the cards oh my gosh I know that was crazy

spk_0 but that's how you won that that's how I won that I'm telling you though I didn't even read the card

spk_0 like I know they said read the card out loud but I was already thinking I saw the like the two

spk_0 digit things yeah it's gonna be days yeah it's like I was already going in my head over what the

spk_0 days were so I could just get some numbers down and like hit the button and kept try to catch up

spk_0 yeah he had like a 25 minute or more lead on me like he was like a crazy lead 25

spk_0 minute or more he finished the whole thing because I was struggling out rough they showed it to get

spk_0 the the last little pin things over yeah and that took me while he had already finished his puzzle

spk_0 he already started doing the code by the time I even got a thingy down he had a pretty big meltdown

spk_0 cute which I heard that maybe it was a bigger meltdown bigger it was pretty bad like I was like

spk_0 a little bit scared no Frankie was scared for his life really he was like very like frightened yeah

spk_0 I he also felt bad for him yeah but he also was frightened I mean so with that I mean it was like

spk_0 cute it was like he's a failure in life he hates himself yeah it was all coming up like hitting his head

spk_0 like no it was like bad Morgan of course was like coddling him yeah like yeah it was a scene

spk_0 nice it was a scene but I just remember when I read it because I was like these are the I know

spk_0 that these are the days yeah and then I was like you know what I don't even remember what the

spk_0 card said like I don't even think I read it for a comprehension I just was like yeah boom

spk_0 yeah taking off to try to catch up like I said 25 plus minute lead on me gosh that is so crazy

spk_0 that you came back reddit and then as soon as I read the card it was like oh my gosh and I'm

spk_0 ordered I'm so glad you didn't say anything either you're like I'm giving a shot I'm just gonna go

spk_0 yes oh no because I couldn't have him win and then respectfully you versus Morgan in the second part

spk_0 like yeah that she never loses she never loses and only got one question right and she

spk_0 only got one right could not I'm telling you you you guys all my face I was like yeah yeah I couldn't

spk_0 believe it because I also was like it wasn't hard to me like I knew I knew the answers yeah yeah you

spk_0 did did Morgan have any idea she wasn't taking her to final two that's a good question see I genuinely

spk_0 loved and respected Morgan so I made sure to never really talk about what I was doing okay I've

spk_0 always changed the subject to what she was doing yeah and I kind of hyped her up like I'm not

spk_0 gonna make a decision it's gonna be you yeah you're gonna win you've come down because I didn't

spk_0 want to lie to her face genuinely I was like the show's almost over it feels like unnecessarily

spk_0 lie yeah I really did love like Morgan yeah and so I just always took the subject like so I never

spk_0 had to answer it yeah that's good strategy too mm-hmm I always talk about her I'm like girl you have

spk_0 a comp beast I have no chance I'm second place yeah how many people asked were your finale out if

spk_0 it was from like hundreds all the money yes I mean it's from house to CB oh yes I did see that

spk_0 you know yeah it's from house to CB I need to like DM them because I'm like it's apparently out of

spk_0 stock oh okay yeah and so many people are like oh my gosh I need it so I'm like I need to get

spk_0 some kind of brand new or something but that you know my pink dress was also from them oh my gosh

spk_0 yes the week before yeah yeah yeah yeah you had your outfits were fire thank you um somebody wanted

spk_0 to know who you talked to the most since finale Rachel will and Amy have you met chocolate drop

spk_0 I have Gwen I love you I love obsessed and love with Gwen that's awesome like she's actually the

spk_0 bet no she's everything it more they showed his family well um during the season and I was like

spk_0 I'm obsessed with you guys they are the cutest family ever and she is just the best they bounce

spk_0 off each other's energy I'm like go somebody said what advice would she give you if you went on

spk_0 BB manifesting oh what advice would I give you yeah lay low as much as you can okay but laying

spk_0 low doesn't mean noting exactly yeah it means strategically placing yourself aligning yourself

spk_0 you know dropping planting seeds I did a lot of seed planting yeah which is what got me like for

spk_0 anyways as I'm a floater well nobody says that on the live feeds just the people who are casual

spk_0 viewers yes I planted seeds since literally week one week two week three I was always planting seeds

spk_0 I was always two steps ahead even like the avoc combustion I planted that seed because I was like

spk_0 when she was gonna do her thing she was telling me all these things that Vanny was telling her

spk_0 I said wouldn't it be crazy if you told Morgan that and she's like should I the planting seeds

spk_0 yeah planting seeds okay be friendly yeah everyone I'm pretty friendly which I feel like you're like

spk_0 the most outgoing like friendly person ever I'm out going until like I'm tired yeah me too

spk_0 no me too we just went nap the lot in the house like I'm a avanapura but also you don't want to be

spk_0 too likable like which I talked about my speech you have to like be a little bit annoying so like

spk_0 sometimes I purposely wouldn't fill up the brita hoping somebody would notice like oh she didn't

spk_0 fill up the brita and like talk about it because like people like little things like that just little

spk_0 things like leaving maybe be like watch my plate really quick walking away taking a while and coming

spk_0 back like just little things to make people a little bit annoyed with you because if you're too

spk_0 like a what you're gonna go they're gonna be to you that's true but if you create like a mini target

spk_0 on your back if you're sitting next to someone else's target just a mic or target that's what kind of

spk_0 keeps you oh that's you got that's good advice yeah lay low be friendly but not too friendly and

spk_0 be a little annoying be a little annoying and plant seeds who did you have the most unspoken beef with

spk_0 in the big brother house and why was it unspoken oh Mickey really Mickey I did not trust her as far

spk_0 as I can throw her my radar was going off since like week three and then once she won the I really

spk_0 did like Mickey though and they made it I really really did we had like sister energy but then week

spk_0 four after she won the H.O.H. she acted like it was a damn dictatorship I mean she was just talking

spk_0 to me crazy bossing me around telling me what to do and I did not like that so I stopped liking her

spk_0 and then yeah and I seen clips where she you know complain about me so I don't know unspoken beef

spk_0 on both sides yeah yeah after the show she's had a lot to say really oh yeah she did an

spk_0 interview with entertainment tonight or whatever after the show you know that's the press that we

spk_0 all get yeah yeah and she said she was the only real black woman in the house what does that mean

spk_0 real when I'm saying and her explanation was even worse she said Ashley comes from a two-parent

spk_0 home and a three-car garage I come from a broken family and not money and like first of all I'm

spk_0 not rich I just come from real middle class okay yeah one two she didn't even know I had a three

spk_0 I've never talked about my I was very like low key so she just made that up and then she said I've

spk_0 been wearing a ritzia all my life oh ritzia hasn't even existed that long and it's an adult store

spk_0 crazy yes oh no oh that's disappointing I was so disappointed I thought we'd come out and we'd be

spk_0 friends because even though on a game level I didn't like respect her game yeah I did somewhat like

spk_0 her like as there are times I really didn't like her but there are also times I did and I was like

spk_0 you know what maybe she's just like BB paranoia and she's like in her head she'll be out of the house

spk_0 to be a cool girl and I've seen the nasty things she said and I'm like oh even about Rachel too

spk_0 too bad she's talked a lot of mess about Rachel which I'm like Rachel looks she really liked

spk_0 Mickey in the house yeah I'm like that's sad I don't she's taking the game just too far too personal

spk_0 why is somebody asking about Ava drama is there Ava drama with Rachel yeah why Ava called Rachel

spk_0 when during the season yeah yeah I guess she was talking to herself and I guess she did it

spk_0 interview after the show when they confronted her on it because I guess the fans did not like Ava

spk_0 after that yeah because everybody loves Rachel yeah she's a huge fan base yeah and she was like

spk_0 she was shocked because she didn't think I guess it air because she didn't say it in the

spk_0 diary room she said like just to her set like during what talking to the camera forgetting she's on

spk_0 live yeah she's a lot of nasty things about Rachel and her family yeah yeah but there's no beef with

spk_0 me and Ava obviously I've seen this thing she said about me the first few weeks but I do feel like

spk_0 we had a good relationship at the end yeah um I think and I think it was authentic she's DM me she

spk_0 did me last night I was like hey like I know we haven't talked but like what left to like hang out

spk_0 and where did she want to she's in New York oh she does she's Manhattan oh that's fun yeah

spk_0 yeah so I'll give it a go see what you just say I'm very forgiving that's one like this mean girl

spk_0 thing I literally try to forgive everybody until you give me reasons that's I'm almost like in

spk_0 chances or like we're in a big brother house it's reality television it's like plotting against

spk_0 each other it's a whole thing so if you prove me wrong the second time outside of the house then

spk_0 that's it then we're done 100% yeah that's right yeah somebody said why did you wear sunglasses in

spk_0 the shower oh my gosh the lights oh it's like studio white it's so bright it gives you a headache

spk_0 like Kelly had a lot of headaches throughout the season from the lights it is bright how did you

spk_0 remain sane and prevent yourself from crashing out like other house guests oh I feel like I really

spk_0 just saw it as a game yeah you know like I really was like I signed up for a game yeah I'm making TV

spk_0 yeah it's not that deep I also think there were some people in the house that had more to lose

spk_0 like you know I think it probably helped that I have a lot of agree and it's like something I can

spk_0 just fall back on yeah that's true I could just apply to another job I don't know there were some

spk_0 people in there who were really like banking on that banking on it yeah and so I think because I

spk_0 wasn't I just thought it's like a fun experience like all the same one to when I was working my

spk_0 ass off to win but it also I was like this is a game yeah and I also I'm Christian so I'm like I'm

spk_0 very like in tune with my faith and I'm like if something is meant for me it will happen that way

spk_0 yes you know and I think that's what helped me in the final HOH I genuinely was not there I was

spk_0 just like so locked in I was locked in because like I'm I'm gonna give this my best go if it works

spk_0 out I'm meant to win this game yeah if it doesn't I'm not you know what I mean I just have so much

spk_0 piece like whatever path is meant for me will happen okay someone wants you to do house guests

spk_0 the purlative so who was the funniest okay funniest person has to be Will yeah Eva or Jimmy okay

spk_0 yeah that makes sense yeah um messiest Eva was the messiest Eva was the messiest yeah for sure

spk_0 you they showed a moment between YouTube the her cup when you found like moldy you're like Eva oh

spk_0 I was disgusted shop frozen I couldn't but I'm like going to wonder you fart so much girl yeah

spk_0 it is because the the frickin moldy water they showed that part that was oh they did

spk_0 or was it watching live feeds see I wouldn't know I can't remember I can't remember you are you

spk_0 gonna watch the show yeah I'm gonna watch the show who was the loudest Riley Zach and Kianu and who

spk_0 is the nicest Lauren Lauren yes she seems like Lauren was really really sweet not a woman of many

spk_0 words but when she did have words very sweet very sweet yeah that's so that the Zingba was so what

spk_0 did the Zingba say to you I was in the big and Rachel's shadow and the only thing iconic about me

spk_0 was the shower oh I was like I'll take it yeah listen if I'm living her shadows is amazing

spk_0 because you manifested for me a win she's a winner and I am yeah exactly but you were using her

spk_0 as a shield too because she's such a big player yeah did she she obviously doesn't care that you

spk_0 were doing that no no not at all because our friendship was real yeah like we talk I'm singer in

spk_0 December like we are gonna be friends for like for sure like bestie for the resty love that

spk_0 like loved her and I also just loved having her around it became a thing where it was like now

spk_0 would I sit in a funnel two with her probably not yeah no you know what I'm saying that would be a

spk_0 $750,000 mistake yeah um but I really did want her to make it as far as she possibly could because

spk_0 I just like being around her honestly yeah I became a point where I was like okay there's not

spk_0 many people in this house left that I like yeah I'm just in the level obviously I loved will I did

spk_0 like Ava lot then I look Morgan and then Rachel you know after Mickey left those are like my solid

spk_0 four then like I was like okay like and then everyone else nothing like Lauren I like Lauren she

spk_0 just is not a woman of many words she's just so quiet so quiet yeah what are you how are you

spk_0 gonna rewatch your season are you gonna do it like on Instagram live where you're gonna just do it

spk_0 privately I know I think that people are wanting it online yeah people are wanting it online so

spk_0 maybe they'll do a live or maybe I'll start a YouTube in like half reactions or something I'm still

spk_0 trying to figure out this social media world yeah it's a lot it's just been no it's been crazy I

spk_0 remember coming out and I was like okay $20,000 cool like I don't have to really be in it and then

spk_0 it's like triple or something in four days yeah yeah and I'm like I think I'm at 80k or something

spk_0 like that crazy which is nothing like the bachelor but for someone who's had their life on private

spk_0 yes my Instagram was on private my entire life yeah crazy yeah so it's weird getting like

spk_0 overwhelming all the comments and all the likes and like I went on a TikTok live for the first time

spk_0 I didn't understand how to work it I didn't understand at all that's great and then like

spk_0 6,000 people were on there and I was like I was like sure it was like five even the morning that's

spk_0 crazy why are there so many people up like you know I'm going how many people can they tell who

spk_0 tunes into the live feeds how many people I don't know I've never watched live feeds before I would

spk_0 love to know how many people watch live me too because apparently give up when I go on Twitter I see

spk_0 a lot crazy guys are literally like getting what your people are watching you sleep I didn't know

spk_0 that yeah it's like I saw a photo I knew like this I would watch it was like actually such a peaceful

spk_0 sleeper I said what that's so crazy that you didn't know that you know I've never watched live

spk_0 feeds before oh my gosh and nobody told you no that it was 24 seven yeah no I thought at least

spk_0 it would go off when we go to bed right that's so funny that you didn't know I'm like no so they

spk_0 probably saw me getting up to go to the bathroom to pee in the middle of the night also no they did

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