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Surgery, But The Psychic Kind
In this episode of Modern But Mystical, host Erica Cordero shares her transformative journey through health challenges and the birth of her new service, 'psychic surgery.' With a focus on gr...
Surgery, But The Psychic Kind
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Life gets real, magic gets real, and sometimes you just need someone who's been through a whole lot of shit to light the way.
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Welcome to Modern But Mystical, grounded wisdom for magical bitches.
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I'm your host, Erica Cordero, trauma-informed life coach, psychic medium, and self-made magic maker.
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From prison cells to oracle cards, from rock bottom to radical transformation, I've learned that true magic isn't about escaping reality, it's about facing it head-on.
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In each episode, we'll cut through the spiritual noise and dive into what matters.
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Real stories, real healing, and real transformation.
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No toxic positivity, no spiritual bypassing, just grounded wisdom for the modern mystic.
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This is modern but mystical. Your spiritual awakening just got real.
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Hello people. Okay, so if you've listened to my last episode, hold on adjusting the mic.
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You might have heard me talk about some recent health things that are going on with me, and I'm not going to call them issues,
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because I don't believe anything is an issue. I don't believe in bad things, and I don't believe in good things.
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I just believe in things, and things can either be beneficial to you, or beneficial to you in a roundabout way, as in maybe in the moment it doesn't feel like it's a good thing,
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but it's actually leading you to a better thing. If I made any sense, I'm not sure, but hello again.
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I'm just going to get right into it. Okay, I got an MRI on my brain. I don't have the results yet, so I cannot speak for it.
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But I want to talk about what I experienced while I was getting an MRI.
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And if you've ever had an MRI before, you go into this like tube thing, you're laying down, they put headphones on you,
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they put earplugs in your ears before they put the headphones, they ask you if you want any music to be played.
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And I was laying there, and I was like, holy shit, this is wild. I could fall asleep, like there was no fear.
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And to be completely transparent with you, I'm only getting an MRI to appease my husband, who is like, I thought I was a hypocondriac,
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but this motherfucker is a hypocondriac, he's like, nothing can happen to you. We need to know if anything is wrong, and I'm like, nothing's wrong.
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And even if there was something quote-unquote wrong, like, you better know that I'm going to energy you shit, because I believe in it.
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And whenever you believe in your life manifest, whatever you fear in your life manifest, and I'm going to get right to that because that's what I was thinking in there.
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I was like, I think, well, I know that I have created every scenario that has occurred in my life.
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I think I'm at that stage in my life where I can honestly say that, yeah, I fucked around and I did that. Like, for example, I thought I was taking wonderful care of my health, but I was not.
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I thought I was eating completely healthy, but I was not. And when I started to manifest perfect health, I told you in the last episode I'm only manifesting two things.
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And one of them is perfect health. I realize like all of these scenarios that were not aligned with perfect health kept coming up because that's what happens when you're fucking manifesting something.
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People think like, oh, my manifestations never come true. That's not the case. The universe doesn't do that.
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The universe will always deliver whatever you feel is in like whatever you desire. Right? So not even things that you fear.
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So in my manifesting perfect health, this issue with my pituitary gland came up. So as I was laying there on the MRI table, I was like, you know what?
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I'm in an offer new service. Like this new service came to me. And then I realized like I just asked my friend a few days prior if she wanted to experience it. And if you've heard a few episodes back where I, my friends were on and they experienced like some energy healing thing that came through me. And I called it a transmission.
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This service is like if a psychic reading and an energy healing and a transmission and some breath work had a baby and you create, I create this whole thing. And I started calling it psychic surgery.
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And I'm not quite sure why.
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And it's because I literally go in with my mind. And I can see someone's body. I can see someone's energy. And I can like tap into their field. And I can say, hey, there's some distortions in your or a keeled here.
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There's something going on with your knee here. I feel like your liver might be clogged. Like I can see these things, right? But the craziest part about it is this is what came through on February 18th. And for those of you who have not listened to that episode about what came through on February 18th of this year was I got this major download that you can heal people instantaneously.
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But you're not really healing them. What you're doing is you're holding space for them. You are delivering or being a channel to a particular frequency that you have now embodied, which allows other people when they come into your vibrational area into your frequency when they receive your medicine, which you don't even really have to do anything. That was the craziest part is they receive some frequency of whatever it is that will be a lot of things.
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They will allow their own body to heal itself. No one actually outside of you heals you people just hold space for you. I always see people as different keys like there's like, you know, there's there could be like universal keys or could be like a key that doesn't fit. I mean it fits, but it doesn't like do anything like people are keys for one another and some people we all have a receivership portion of us that like a lock part.
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And then we all are keys for one another as well. Maybe we're me or we're more than just mirrors. Everyone's like, yeah, we're all mirrors from one another. Like, yeah, I believe that's true, but I like keys better. And if I'm not making any sense, it's because I just I really don't know I wasn't planning on recording this episode, but then I just got that nudge to do something in record something. So here I am.
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So I always share what comes to me whether I don't first of all, I don't like to sell anything.
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But when I do my email list gets it first. And so over I think on like Friday or Thursday, which today is Sunday, I announced, hey, I have this new service.
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And if you would like to try it out, here is a promotional price. And I deeply discounted it. But what I started to call it was what did I call it a frequency recalibration. And this is, like I said, energy healing meets a transmission, meets a psychic reading meets breathwork at the same time.
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You're not really doing work when you're breathing, you're really just doing what you normally do, maybe just like deepening it a little bit. I think the breath is so powerful and allowing your body to feel safe in the moment, enough to receive the energy.
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Alright, so that's the purpose of the breath. The breath is the most powerful tool that we already have built in within us in order to regulate our nervous system, calm our body down, fucking tell our mind to shut the fuck up and to receive your breath is a first thing that happens when you are born.
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And the last thing that stops when you leave this earth plane physically. So it really does let you know your life and I can go on and on about breath working. You've probably heard it a million times. But I'm just going to leave it at that. But I did six sessions for people over the weekend. I coincidentally had a Friday off. Like I had a Friday completely off. And I was like, was this Friday off. So on Thursday, when I sent out the email. And I was like, and if you
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purchase today, like you'll be able to get yours tomorrow, which was a Friday. And so within I think I did like one on Thursday night. And then I did the rest on Friday.
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And the crazy thing is no one is there, right? So you can receive your reading sooner than my schedule would normally allow not reading. You can receive your little transmission thing sooner than my normal schedule would allow because we'd have to like
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sync up and I'm like, my schedule's open, your schedule's open. Okay, let's do it. And it's usually I'm usually booked out about three to four weeks with my reading maybe like two and a half to four weeks. And I keep it that way. I only do like three sometimes four readings on a day to day basis. And I notice with my regular readings.
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There's so much back and forth going. So sometimes I have to like stop my channel and have to listen. And then I have to like reevaluate and then I get back in and then I like channel again. So it gets really exhausting to be in that back and forth state.
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But at the same time, I also realize there would be things that came up in a reading where someone would be like, okay, well, how do I help that? And I'm like, what you can schedule an energy healing with me, which I don't usually do.
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I really say or book out because I'm not a salesperson. But I noticed that there was something that was missing something that was really, really missing with just psychic readings. And don't get me wrong.
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I love what I do. I am not complaining at all. I think psychic readings are so powerful. And once you've had when you will come to realize the benefit of them.
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I think one of my greatest gifts. And I don't like talking about myself too much is seeing someone and really truly seeing their heart, their soul, their like what's in the way.
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And I love to deliver information in a way that is very straightforward with compassion. Like don't ask me for my opinion.
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Because if you're not ready to hear it because I might kind of hurt your feelings, but I also say it in a way that's like with love.
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You know what I mean? Like I don't sugarco anything. I think I'm like, I'm like fierce with my information. But I'm sure this is how I see myself. But I'm sure if someone who's had a reading from me commented on this, it'd be like, actually, no, you're really, really kind in loving.
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And like whenever I deliver the information, I don't think that I am, but I'm just hearing like, yeah, they don't see that about you.
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So maybe this is just my own personal view of myself. But I love doing this. I love doing this. So I advertise this on my sales page as like we are seeing if you have any tears or distortions in your orc field.
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We rely on your chakras, which is not a lie. It's absolutely amazing. I see what's going on with your chakras. If there's anything or we can also call them energy centers.
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If chakras or chakras don't vibe with you, they are doesn't fucking matter what you call them. They exist. All right. They exist. And I go in and see if there is any cords like energetic cords. Maybe you have a cord with your mother or your husband.
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And cords are inherently not a good thing. Yes, we love to be connected to people. That's just we as humans are naturally drawn to other people. But cords can cause two people to really it like friction.
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There's a lot of friction. If there is a negative cord, all cords are negative. They're not a good thing. And then we can also see if there's any vows that you have taken in a path life, which I'm going to veer off for a second here.
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This is a really interesting topic for me because I just believe yes, we have a soul contract. Yes, we have past lives. Yes, they can affect us in this life.
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But I don't believe that we come to this earth plane in this brand new life.
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Two suffer and I feel like a lot of people use their soul contracts as a way to like say, yeah, well, it's because I, you know, signed this contract in my past life.
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And this had to happen in blah, blah, blah. If you were aware that you had a contract in a past life and you were aware of a pattern, it's actually your job to fucking fix that pattern.
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And sometimes the only thing you need to do is to become aware of the pattern. And then over time, you're going to be like, oh, this is a pattern.
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I got to stop this. I got to do this, right? Most people would do that. Or I think energy healing is so beautiful for this certain thing because everything is energy.
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Everything. Did you guys know everything is energy? Everything is energy. I can repeat that a thousand and a million times.
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But energy healing is a future, even though it's been around since the beginning of mankind and long before we are created from energy.
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So moving energy right now. But I believe in the future that us who do energy healing or who are huge proponents of it are not going to be looked at sideways.
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When someone suggests like, you should go see someone for energy healing. Like there's going to be energy healing centers everywhere or it's just going to be something like I also believe in telepathic communication.
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And I believe in I believe in so many things, but that's not what I'm talking about here. Right? Where was I?
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I think I was talking about soul contracts.
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Yeah, there are so many things that can come up in these sessions that I'm doing. And it just fascinates me what has come up.
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And the response that I've gotten from the people who have received that has been so incredible. Like incredible.
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And my favorite part about all of it is that I am not tired. After I do a session like I bust it out for sessions in a row.
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And each of these sessions are around 45 minutes each. And I did not feel tired. I felt really good. I felt like I was high. I felt like it was just such a beautiful thing because when I'm performing energy healing, I open myself up.
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And I'm also receiving the energy at the same time. The healing if you will. The frequency.
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The the vibration of the healing. Right? So I just really love this service. And I think everything that I have been doing has led me to this.
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I am offering it for a really discounted price right now. Just because I mean, I don't believe in the word discounted.
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I am offering it at a price that feels good to my nervous system right now.
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I typically price things out in angel numbers because I am a spiritual entrepreneur. And I rather fucking enjoy angel numbers.
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And I know it's so played out. But guess what? I don't care what anyone thinks about my pricing. In fact, the way that it is priced right now feels good for my nervous system because I don't have to have direct contact with another human being.
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And I know that sounds so wrong as someone who's a service provider. But when you are energetically sensitive and you pick up on other people's shit sometimes like you can get drained after being in someone's energy.
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And when I am performing these sessions, the crazy thing is I am not yes, I'm in your direct energy. But I actually see your body more as like a holographic thing rather than your like physical body.
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Like I don't see that at all. Like I can I can't picture myself, but I'm just thinking about my husband right now. And I see that he has a root center. His root chakra is a little.
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It's like under performing a little bit. I get into percentages. So his right now is about a 73% his sacrilege at 100 because that mother fuckers creative.
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His solar plexus right now. Oh my god. He's like, why me? He doesn't listen to my podcast though. He's never going to know. His solar plexus is at 97. His heart chakra. It's like at 300. His heart chakra is so fucking ginormous. It's insane. His throat chakra is at 100. His third eye chakra is about a 62. He needs to work on it. Yeah, we're working on it.
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Joe dispends of meditations for him. And his crown chakra. He doesn't really have a connection to the divine as you would say in his own knowing, but he doesn't realize like he is so connected. I can't really see the percentage there for some reason. I think it's like in the 80s.
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So we get into the percentages of people.
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Oh, and during that. I also encourage the chakra to be at 100%. So I'm, yes, I'm saying like here's where your chakra is, but at the same time, the intention is to be aware of where it's at and to bring it to 100%.
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So if you've ever heard of the body code or even breaky or any other energy healing, you know that the chakras are so important, but you also know that the practitioner that is working on you or channeling also has an effect on their intention matters.
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Right. Their intention matters. And with this service.
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And I'm calling it service because the name that I have for it isn't really landing. This really feels like psychic surgery to me. Like I'm literally using my brain.
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I had someone who I'm just going to read what she said. It was very, I mean, one of them was like 100% spot on. And then someone else said, love you so much. And seriously, sometimes it's freakishly scary that you can be this accurate in your channel state.
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And then I had someone else who was like, when I was listening, I was shaking the whole time. She's like, I don't know why I'm shaking. I'm shaking and I'm cold. And I need to.
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My heart rate is like super fast. She's like, I need to go like slow my heart rate down, but that's energy. That's energy moving through you. That's energy.
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That's your own energy and the energy of divine love and healing flowing through you. I
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This just in that like when I got my MRI, which actually was on Thursday, I just come here. I'm there. I immediately got home and I immediately released like I
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wrote up an email and then I released the service and what came through to me in my MRI was that like, why wait? Why are you waiting?
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Like, why are you hiding? You have this ability to do this thing and you're not helping others within you fucking selfish bitch. Like, what is wrong with you?
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So I answer the call and I just allowed it to be and normally I'm that kind of person who's like, okay, it has to be priced right. You know, I have to feel good about it.
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They have to feel good about it. But in this instance, I just saw 111 over and over and over again. And that's what I initially released as just 111.
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So if you're listening to this and it is sooner than
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son, when eighth, I realize I'm going to kind of raise the price. Not kind of. I will raise the price. I will actually double the price to $222.
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Starting on June 7th and still with the amount of, I'm going to go ahead and say it, transformation that you might experience in this one session. I just
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subjectively and objectively believe that $222 is just a drop in the ocean.
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I never felt so sure and secure about anything that I've ever put out there other than this. I may offer in the future, like for you to join me live as I do this.
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But I realize that the conversation piece aspect like I might just like mute you. But
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because I don't want to leave that channel state. And I really don't know where I'm going with this other than like it is like if anyone offers this kind of service.
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Please contact me because I'm a little bit thirsty.
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And you the first time around I see it as well, all of it's channeled right. So I didn't know how it was going to go.
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But I see it as like someone listening to it for the first time in sort of a meditative state. So your eyes are closed, you're probably laying down. I wouldn't advise you to be driving the first time you listen to it. But then again, you must trust yourself.
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And if you feel like no, I'm in a fucking walk then walk or if you feel like you're going to drive and listen to it then drive. I set the intention that the first time around.
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It's like things can move really, really fast in these sessions. So maybe try listening to it just on your own right in a quiet room or something like that. If you can't, that's okay. That's totally okay.
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And every subsequent time you listen to it, you are going to get activated more and more and more.
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There's layers. And when I tell you I don't shut the fuck up for 45 minutes, like I literally talk for straight 45 minutes. I've gone over on time too, but 45 minutes seems to be the sweet spot here for me.
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Like right now I've been talking and I don't even realize that I've been talking. And to be honest, I don't really like edit my podcast that much. I take out the ums and the ums and the end or the four, but I don't really edit it further than that.
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And every time I've recorded a podcast, I actually release it immediately. Like there's no there's no wait for me. If I record it and release it, then I just stopped recording it like 10 minutes before that. So welcome to my life where I just have no patience to wait for anything.
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And with that being said, I think I think I originally wanted to speak about this and I wanted to provide a little bit of like an energy healing for people for with what I do.
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So if you and I'm not going to tell you to lay down or stop what you're doing, if you're in a car driving, please just take normal deep breaths and go ahead and just focus on whatever it is you're doing.
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And if you want to because there will be some healing going on right now, not healing, there will be some transfers of energy and frequency.
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If you feel comfortable, continue listening, but if you don't trust yourself to not drift off while you're driving, please, please, please turn this off right now.
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But with that being said, I'm going to go ahead and get into a comfortable position myself and we're just going to do a little mini mini one. And I know this is not targeted to an individual. So I'm sending the intention that whoever is listening to this can receive.
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Whatever it is that comes through. All right, so go ahead and close your eyes. If you can, if you can't don't please don't close your eyes when you're driving. I don't think I need to repeat that, but just please don't do it.
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So go ahead and close your eyes and start to cultivate some deep breaths, taking a deep breath in through your nose, holding it at the top and exhaling slowly out of your mouth, starting to feel your body relax a little bit.
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Maybe finding some calm in your brain with your thoughts and knowing that whatever comes up is okay to be there.
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We're not going to judge it. We're not going to shoot away. We're going to acknowledge it. And then we're going to put it in this little box that's right next to us.
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Thoughts for later is what this box says on it. We're going to put our thoughts that come up and we're just going to like let's throw them in that box for a second.
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Go ahead and take a few more deep breaths like that and through your nose and out through your mouth making sure you expand your belly so as to activate your parasympathetic nervous system and your vagus nerve.
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So before I got on here, speaking to a friend, I was like, I'm about to record a podcast up. So did I think I'm going to do some energy healing on it? What topic should I do?
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And she was like, I don't know. Maybe you should just talk about the energy healing. So I don't really have a topic that is coming to I didn't have a topic that was coming to mind, but I am feeling in my heart of hearts that a lot of us want to know what the fuck is going on with our money situation.
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And if you know anything about me prior to doing all of this, I was a wealth mindset coach. So that was my whole jam. I was I was here and I took clients and all of these clients came to me to sort of heal their money story and the thing about money.
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The thing about money is that it rarely has anything to do with money. Making money holding onto money. A lot of it has to do with what we feel we are worthy of receiving what we feel we can hold in our nervous system and what we feel is possible.
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And although people do believe that it's possible to be a millionaire because they see other people being millionaire plural that's plural millionaires or billionaires. A lot of us don't believe that it's possible for ourselves. So I'm feeling like this mini session that we're doing is going to dive deep into kind of removing some of the
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the fears of being seen the fears of maybe opening ourselves up to failure. Sometimes we fear failure enough to know what success feels like. Right. So that failure can feel a little debilitating. I'm getting the vision of maybe four or five years old. Yeah, I'm getting kindergarten. So maybe this was like five around five years old where you go off into school for the first time.
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And you start to realize that oh my gosh not everyone loves me. You know, because you're so used to being home with people that are comfortable with you in your safe space and you realize like I could get in trouble if I say a certain thing.
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And I feel like for a lot of us, this is where our throat shockers start to close up a little bit. Right. Like in school, yes, plays encourage right they want us to do arts and they want us to do crafts, but this uninhibited free expression isn't really encouraged.
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We are taught to be quiet, wait in line, wait your turn. Don't say that. Don't do this. So we start to build up a lot of shame around who we are. And we start to get molded into people that we don't even like and our little brains, our little bodies at that age can't fully comprehend the fucked upness of what's happening. And even in our present day of society, we don't even realize that we are throwing our brains out.
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And our children, myself included and I'm not shaming anyone here into these situations where they're taught to be little tiny people who follow other people, right. And then usually there's this hierarchical thing that occurs in these schools where someone else is a leader, they're always has to be a leader, by the way.
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And this doesn't have to be said verbally, this can be energetic. We know when someone is a leader, because usually they're more boisterous, they kind of like take over a room, are they always a good leader, absolutely not, but they do take on the role of a leader.
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So why this matters when it comes to making money and bullying that we can make money is that we that was our one of our first instances of playing small in our lives. So we're going to go ahead and take some deep breaths into that.
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And I'm feeling like a lot of this lives in solar plexus area. And it also lives in the heart and it lives in the throat. So all of these three chakras. And I'm feeling like
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this also feels like a liver and gallbladder thing. So we're just going to like envision any of those areas liver gallbladder solar plexus heart or throat chakra.
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We're going to send it love. We're going to breathe into those spaces. We're also going to use this memory to our advantage. So this feels like cellular memory.
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Notice how I'm not saying this feels like a past life thing. Cause ever since I started channeling more and more, I've come to realize that past life situations don't really hold a energetic emotional resonance in our present day.
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It's more like reading a book like you know when you read a book and you can be separated from the story sometimes you do get immersed in it if you feel it, but it's like.
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Like the separation is there and it's only up to you to bring it into your present day. Like you don't actually like need to know what happened in your past life. I personally love to know what happens in my past life because I might be a masochist, but I also like learning and knowing things.
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So, but I'm just saying like for most people, it doesn't really matter. Okay.
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So that's why I'm not bringing a past life here, but releasing the needs of fit in and to blend in and we do this with our breath and we do this worth our intention.
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And that's all energy healing is by friends. It is holding the intention and really truly believing it.
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And this is what healers do. Healers don't actually heal you. They hold the intention and they hold the frequency.
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And I believe that healers who are actually here to help other people heal don't even know their healers and they don't call themselves healers.
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I think and I say this with love. There's a lot of charlatans out there who are making a fuck ton of money off of calling themselves healers who are really just doing it for the money.
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And I'm also hearing like you know who these people are and you say away from them. And if you haven't, that's because you needed to learn a lesson around you know discernment discernment.
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That's one of the biggest lessons in our life and one that I'm still learning by the way. Okay. What else is here?
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I'm being guided to around seven or eight years old. I guess we're just going to go through the whole childhood here where this is the age where our conscious mind fully gets developed where we leave that delta data brainwave state and we're actually fully in this like beta alpha brainwave state.
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Our conscious is fully formed. We be actually become adults. We know what's wrong. We know what's right. And I mean it put air quotations there. And we start to cultivate cultivate our own shame within ourselves.
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Right. So the first part of this was shame from the outside world. And then the second part of this around seven to eight is when we start shaming ourselves.
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And dimming our light a little bit because we don't want to be seen. We don't want to get in trouble. We don't want to cause any disarray. We don't want to hurt our mom's feelings. We don't want to hurt our dad's feelings. We don't want to get in trouble for being ourselves.
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This is where a lot of empaths, which I feel like everyone is empathetic, but those who resonate with the term empaths tend to like act out, act out.
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So this could be through I see like nightmares occurring. I see a regression in like bed wetting or maybe like you wanting to sleep in your parents room or maybe seeing a behavioral therapist or even being diagnosed early on with 80 to your ADHD at this age.
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This was a really common scenario. So go ahead and taking a deep breath into this. And I'm feeling this is just really in the nervous system. And maybe I should explain what I'm seeing when I'm breathing.
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And when I ask you to breathe is I see this as a ball of energy. Right. Or little balls of energy. And in this case, I'm seeing it light up the whole nervous system. So I'm seeing everything in energy. I'm seeing everything in light. I'm also filtering light into this.
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And all of this light as you breathe, I see it slowly start to leave slowly start to leave slowly start to leave until I see it full of like lavender or golden light.
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I probably should have said that earlier. So really just taking some deep breaths in here. And what's beautiful is this can also be done with sound. I receive energy healing in a very similar situation with tuning forks.
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People can also do this in their mind, which is what I'm doing right now taking a final deep breath in now. You might start to feel a little light headed or nauseous as this energy moves through you.
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I see a lot of it being released through here through this area through the throat and the mouth. Okay. The next place I'm being brought to is not really an age.
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But this is I mean, if I were to put an age on it, it could be I can't really say because this is when you start making friends who you feel like might be your lifelong friends.
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And this could be at any age in your life, right? Like I feel like I didn't start making lifelong friends until my piece.
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And some people is could be in their teens, but it's like when you meet these friends and you really, really vibe with them, you kind of take on their opinions, right?
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Like we've become these like like morphing pieces where we want to stay friends with someone. So whatever their opinion is. And if they're more opinionated than you are, which is likely the case in any friendship, there's always one that is way more opinionated.
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You kind of take on your opinionated friends opinions, right? So if let's say Lucy hates Sally, right? You might then also hate Sally because Lucy hates Sally because you really love Lucy.
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You want to keep her in your life. So of course you're going to be in agreement with whoever she fucking hates because fuck that bitch. Right? So we start to give away some of our power in these situations too.
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And typically a lot of this starts to unfold for us later in life way later in life when we come to realize like wow I gave too many fucks to people who didn't quite deserve my fucks or I was so petty and I started hating this person just because so and so hated them.
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And then you start to feel gross, but this only happens when you're on a personal development journey and a healing journey and a consciousness expansion journey. So this doesn't happen for everyone.
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Some people go their whole lives still hating other people just because someone wanted you to hate them. I mean you don't want to be hated by the person that you love. It's kind of it's really fucked up.
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So if you're one of those people who expects that from your friends, just know that vibrationally speaking, this is keeping you away from something that you really want.
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This is control in disguise. This is also if you are on the other side of this, this is people pleasing in disguise. Right? We don't need to act for love.
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We don't need to agree with everyone, even those we love. We can still fucking hate other people. Kind of me, right? Kind of me to say it's okay to hate someone.
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I don't believe in hating anyone anymore. I used to be the biggest hater that I know, but I don't do that anymore.
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But go ahead and taking a deep breath in here. I feel this in the heart. It's like heavy on my heart right now. And I have goosebumps all up and down my arms.
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And I also feel like vomiting. So breathing here, and we're going to invite this beautiful pink energy to come in through the top of our crown chakra.
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Almost like a funnel through the top of our head. And we're going to invite this to really flood our entire body. So dripping down through the crown.
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And to our eyes, and to our whole head, down our neck, into our shoulders, down our arms. I'm hearing that there is someone who's listening to this has a friend who every time you were around this person, you end up getting sick.
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Like your immune system fucking tanks. And you all you wonder why I'm like, why am I always sick? And I'm just spirit is telling me like it's this friend draining your life force.
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It's this friend draining your life force. But guess what? For the sake of radical accountability, you are allowing them to do it just because they're your friend and they've been your friend what for what feels like over a decade, over two decades, even.
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And so what I'm feeling, but definitely over a decade doesn't mean you owe them anything just because they were there for you during a trying time doesn't mean that today present day, your energies are an energetic match for one another. You keep going into a situation where your energy literally is like, it's like, I don't even know how to say this like one feels like it's she like literally sucks the life force.
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Out of you literally sucks the life force out of you like it tanks your immune system so much. And she is fine. She actually loves hanging out with you because you fucking energize her. And that's why she keeps asking you but the more that she asks you, you don't know how to say no. So I'm hearing please say no.
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I feel like you have a small child maybe around the age of two or three and you feel like a bad mother because you're always sick and you feel like you can't be there for your child because of this friend. And it's not like you see this friend often often is subjected right. So I'm going to say maybe like maybe you see this friend like two to three times a month.
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Okay, that's kind of often to see a friend. But you two have were like daily seeing each other daily. I don't know why this is coming up. So I'm curious to know if this resonates with you. Feel free to reach out to me.
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But go ahead and we're going to like cut the cord with your friend. Okay, and I don't love to cut cords. I love to I love to dissolve them. So close your eyes if you can safely.
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And I want you to picture your friends standing right in front of you and I want you to go ahead and imagine that there is a cord connecting your heart with her heart. Now as far as this cord goes, you can imagine whatever the fuck you want here.
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I can probably see it differently than her or you and it doesn't really matter what this cord looks like. But what really matters is I want you to go ahead and take a few deep breaths and imagine this cord dissolving.
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I don't like to cut cords because I feel like if you cut something, it's like when you shave, right, it just grows right back. But if you just like we're going to fucking we're going to do like laser hair and along this court. So imagine this cord is completely dissolving.
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And the root of it just incinerating and I know it's at your heart. So maybe it's this is a gentle incineration that heals wicked fast. Right. So it has been dissolved from you.
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And I want you to envision it dissolving from her as well and taking a deep breath. And when you feel you are complete with dissolving this cord.
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I want you to place one hand over your heart and the other hand over hers. You don't have to do this physically. You can do this in your mind.
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And in your mind, you're going to envision yourself closing your eyes and sealing this up with your hands with love, with compassion, the energy of love heals anything and everything.
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You may start to feel a little emotional here. And because you know how to do this.
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You can actually do this with anyone in your life. And the trick is to close your eyes and to sort of envision like I don't see faces. I see silhouettes.
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And I see like areas of the body light up like I said. So I just saw this connection at the heart. But if you feel like this connection is elsewhere, maybe like the brain, the throat, the gut, the genitals, wherever like you're not imagining things. And you can do this over and over and over again.
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And I always set the intention that it be instantaneous and that it be forever and ever a man like we are not in the business of reattaching any courts here.
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And you can have many courts with the same person. So go ahead and feel it out for yourself. I know it sounds crazy and wild as far as healing goes, but someone who has healed a life long of trauma using energy and plant medicine.
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And even energy while using plant medicine, I totally believe in this work. And I believe that everyone has the capacity to do it. You just have to believe that it's possible.
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Right. We have to believe in it. Like you force your fucking kids to believe in Santa Claus, even though he's not real, he's real. But like you can't believe in something imaginary to that you can't see. Even though it's not really imaginary. It's really real.
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And millions of people celebrate Santa Claus. Like let's be fucking real here. All right. So energy healing is very much real.
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And you just have to believe it. So how long are we? Okay. Wow. Did not anticipate. I told you what I'm channeling. I don't know what's happening. So with that being said, I know we didn't get through everything. But I want to go ahead and just
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close this down. So I like to do this by imagining that's okay. So I like to close out my energy healing sessions by imagining all of the shock rose realigning all of them spinning in a counter clockwise direction aside from the heart.
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I feel like the heart spins in a clockwise direction. I'm hearing that everyone is different. But this is just how I'm seeing it right now.
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And we're going to take three deep closing breaths as we imagine a merkeba being placed over our bodies. So a merkeba is just two triangles.
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One is upside down. One point is pointed down and one point is pointed upward. And the top is just right above our head, the crown chakra area. And then the bottom is right below our waist where our
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root chakra is all right. So I just place a merkeba there. I imagine all the shockers in alignment. And I just take three final breaths in and out. And that's my own personal way to close out.
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And energy healing session. I did not learn that from anyone that was just completely channeled. But if there's no wrong and there's no right if you feel like you just want to fucking say three Hail Mary is like close it out that way. But this is just the way I do it.
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So when I say not being able to make money or not believing that you can make money or even not being able to hold on to money or maybe whatever usually has nothing to do with money. And that was just a little example. Like I could have probably went on for
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hours. But for the sake of time, I feel like I always release the longest fucking podcast episode. So I'm just going to leave it at that. I will drop the link at the bottom if you wish to schedule a session with me. And after you purchase a session, you will more than likely at this point, like
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because I can do this at any time that it will get back to you within a week or maybe two weeks, but it will give back to you. Thank you so much for listening and excuse me. And I'll catch you next time.