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Live On Your Edge with Dr. Orna Guralnik
In this episode of 'Live On Your Edge,' Dr. Orna Guralnik joins the conversation to delve into the complexities of marriage and relationships. The discussion explores personal experiences, g...
Live On Your Edge with Dr. Orna Guralnik
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What are you thinking about? Yeah, I've been for your thoughts. Yeah. What are you thinking about?
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And then do they do you really go there? And then you really say because how many times do
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somebody ask what are you thinking about? And you're like, well, let me make up a thing because I
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don't want to say what I was thinking about. Right now, which was like the way you're chewing makes
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me want to smack you up. Yeah, see that. That's what I got. Which could be, which that would be
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an edge. That would be a really interesting thing. You could like open something up there and
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a big way you're chewing. Oh right. Let's discuss. Right.
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Well, hi there. How are you? I'm terrific. How are you? I like you blue. Yeah, I'm not
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more blue more. You're looking good. I feel good. Yeah. That's good.
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So today's show is going to be a... Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You know, one of my favorite topics and one of
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my favorite people. Yes. Talking about marriage, the challenges of marriage and all that good stuff.
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Yeah. You know, one question is now that, you know, I'm on my second marriage. People ask me,
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do we talk about our relationships? Yeah. And I tell people all the time, now we do.
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Yeah. Now that I mean, when you were on your first marriage, we were very close. We were close
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with you and your first wife would live down the street from one another. Socialized.
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Didn't did a whole lot together. But then, you know, it was sort of a surprise when it was
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when it ended. Yes. And it was a surprise. And let me help the audience understand why it was a
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surprise because I was always on the mindset that it was going to work out. We were going to figure
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it out. We go to counseling. We do this. We do all these things and things would work out.
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And that if they worked out and you guys knew all the things that were going on, I will have
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forgiven her and then you all would still be mad because I know how you and mom and mom are so.
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But the thing is now because all those years that you guys were struggling and dealing with
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stuff, I check in with both of you. How's it going? You'd be great. We're fine. And after that,
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I was like, don't your fine means nothing to me? It doesn't. So now it's like, so I guess that's
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the long way of saying, no, we actually didn't really fully talk about our marriages.
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Given all the stuff that we talked about too and continue to talk about, we never talked about
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our marriages. And by me not wanting to talk about mine made me not ask you about yours because
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then you'd ask me about mine and then I'd have to tell you what's going on. And it wasn't good.
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And it wasn't good. It wasn't good. So it made me think about mom and dad, right? And I
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I tell people all the time, I remember mom and dad having one argument in front of us,
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one argument. And I don't know what it was about. But I do remember that dad and we can laugh at this now.
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You know, for those of you out there didn't know my dad was disabled and he had crutches and
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he got mad at my mom and he tried to act like he was going to get up and leave. And this would have
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been like one of those like a 20 minute thing. You can't just walk out when you got crutches.
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And so he's getting his cat, he put his cap on and he's he's here. These crutches crumbling
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around, clanging around. And he and my mom was like, Frazier, I cannot believe are you getting ready
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to leave? You're just going to leave in the middle of an argument. And I would stand there with
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him. My mouth open. Do you remember that? I do. And I remember going, Dad, we wouldn't let him leave.
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I mean, I think I was hanging on a leg. We were going to make it really hard for him to walk out
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the door because it was sort of like really you're walking out the door out of because you're right.
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We didn't know what the argument was about. But you know, yeah, he was, he called himself. I'm just
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going to take a walk around the block. We're like, now we've got you trapped in here. Yeah, we were
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little. Yeah. Now now that you bring it up, that is how traumatic that was because it was the one
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and only time that they had a fight. So I don't remember them even talking about their relationship
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with each other. Yeah. I think mom probably shared more with me as I got older because I, you know,
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I do remember because as I started getting, as I became a married woman and I talked to mom,
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I shared some of the frustrations and some of the ups and downs. And you know, one thing she
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divulged to me was she said that for a period when we were in school and she was at home because
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she was a housewife until I went to high school. She said every spring, she would wake up. There
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would be a day she'd wake up and think about leaving dad. I was like, what? How come I didn't
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know? She never told you that. No, of course, I would have been. But she used it as an example of like,
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you know, well, what she would say is like, you think you have problems, you know, you think you
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can't deal with it. But if you leave this one, you're just going to go out in the world and find
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somebody else and you, you'll have to deal with their issues because her point was everybody has
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issues. So when she told you this, were you already married? Yes, yes. I was older. She didn't
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tell me this when I was eight. That would have probably devastated me. Yeah. I was thinking maybe
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while I was in college. No, no, no, no. This was after I got married. This was during our
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conversations, you know, I'd get into the, how would you put up with men and let me tell you what
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parock did and, you know, and she'd always say, you know, no one's perfect. You know, everybody
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brings their baggage to the table and she used that example. She said every year, it was almost like
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she had to renew her faith in her marriage. And springtime was that time. It was probably,
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as I think about it, it's like you're sort of trapped in the winter, the dark long winter of
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Chicago where nobody's going anywhere because it's just too cold. And then it starts to warm up.
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And you know, she always had that spring cleaning ritual too. Right. She would have gotten the
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house ready for the new season. And it was probably her ritual of kind of shedding all the stuff
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from the winter, including thoughts of her husband cleaning him out, but I think she replaced
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leaving with cleaning. And she said, once she just sort of thought it through, she was like, well,
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you know, I do I really want to leave or do I do or am I looking for something else? Yeah.
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And that I found that to be a helpful disclosure. And I think that's an example of the way I think
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mom and dad tried to talk to us as openly and honestly about what life was, including marriage.
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So I think that helped me not walk into my marriage with completely unrealistic expectations
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that this man that I was going to marry was going to be my all and everything forever and ever.
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Amen. That's just not, you know, the way it works. And I am grateful to mom for being honest.
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And that's one of the reasons why I try to be honest with the world with the people who follow
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me and Barack to our girls because, you know, people look at our marriage as the ideal, you know,
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because in an Instagram world, you know, you see two loving people doing a hard thing in the world,
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you know, always on stage, giving each other a hug after a big speech and making it look easy.
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And making it look easy, right? And it's not. And and a lot of young people could look at that and go,
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I want a marriage like Michelle and Barack. Right. And it's like, well, let me, you know, let me talk
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about what marriage is, you know, because it's even when it looks good, even when it's great,
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it's hard. And so I think it's important because, you know, it's very easy to quit on a marriage.
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Yeah. Yeah. Which, you know, I'm thinking back now and I probably wouldn't have ever gone to a
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marriage counselor if I hadn't had trouble in my marriage. Did you guys go to counseling?
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And your first marriage. Oh, yeah. See, I didn't even know that. I know. I know. Oh, my gosh.
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Because I'm not iconic and on social media, you know, everybody doesn't know my business.
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But after all this time, I never knew that you guys actually, well, that's because what I'm going to
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go on. Okay. All right. We tried some counseling and, you know, counseling only works as well as
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the people who are given out the information. Well, I shouldn't say that. We'll have Dr. Orna come on
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and and tell us the real scoop. But, you know, the way I looked at it is, I'm going to be completely
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open. You'd be completely open and maybe we can work on that. But I didn't even know that there
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was an industry of therapy counseling. Yeah. Yeah. That wasn't anything that our parents generation.
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No way. I don't think I knew a single person who went to individual,
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let alone couples counseling. And the closest thing was, you know, the counselor at school for the
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kids who had mental issues, you know, you only, you only thought about therapy if you had
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some kind of mental issues, especially in the black community, right? You people either went to their
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pastor or they went to the barbershop and talked to the rest of the fellows. And that was the,
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that was the extent of dad giving me some advice, right? We go to the barbershop and listen to stuff.
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And then we talk about it in the car. And then as I got older and in college and I would talk
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about girls, he was still of the mindset, don't settle down, make sure you wear protection
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and add a boy. Yeah. You know,
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Did he ever give you, did dad ever give you any advice when you first got married?
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So remember dad had died. But he, but he knew, he knew, he knew, he knew that.
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Before we were having issues. So at that point, the advice went from the sort of add a boy,
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protect yourself to, there's a lot of temptations out here. And you can possibly feel like you're
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being bored in your relationship. Don't. Yeah. Right. Don't do that. That's the deep,
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the deep, that was advice that you get, the therapy that would, was, was it carry you through?
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Yeah. But you know, you know, dad had his way of talking about things and using humor and using
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the example of his friends and family who made bad decisions. Yeah. Well, there, you know,
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there were wonderful examples of what not to do. You know, but there weren't a lot of,
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it's, there weren't a lot of really guiding principles. No, no, no, and speaking of that,
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let's have our expert come in. Well, yeah, I guess we should, we should get some real help.
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Now, now this, this is an introduction that I have to read because this is, this is, this is
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powerful here. Dr. Orner Grownick is a clinical psychologist and psychoanalyst.
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She is on the faculty of NYU Postdoctoral Program and psychoanalysis and writes and teaches
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on the intersection of politics, dissociation and psychoanalysis. She is on the editorial board of
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psychoanalytic dialogues and studies in gender and sexuality. That's a mouthful right there.
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But you did it. She is the therapist on the Showtime documentary series, Couples Therapy.
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One of my favorite shows, one of my sister's favorite shows. Now one of Kelli and I's favorite
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shows because this was one of, this was one of those shows that we just didn't watch because we
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still have kids at home and but we went back and watched. Excellent. And now we are fans as well.
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Dr. Orner, would you come join us please? And we have Nico here too.
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How are you? You can say you. It's so great to meet you.
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And Nico, welcome. Welcome Nico.
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I'm here. I can listen to your conversation.
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It's like let's get a pro here.
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I know Nico. It's like we're now we're now we're getting to work what you're used to.
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Well, welcome. She did keep coming over when something intense was coming up.
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Can she feel it? She feels it. Yeah. Really. Yeah. See, I was paying attention to my sister.
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I didn't even notice. I saw her. Yeah. She's like, you know, that's like, she's doing her job.
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Welcome. Welcome to our our table, our conversation. My big brother and one of my favorite people
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just I'm trying to, I mean, first of all, I told my sister this when we started watching it,
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finding people to come on the show and be so open in front of cameras. I don't know if I could
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do that. Can you talk about that? Sure. Yeah. You know, when we started doing the show, we all had a
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question of whether this could work and do this, whether you could really do therapy on camera,
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you know, the basic idea of therapy is typically like full confidentiality. Like I never talk about
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my patients with anyone. It's like, it's a very different way of framing therapy. So
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it was kind of a wild jump to try to do this. But you know, over time, what I realized is that
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you know, in a way when people come and talk to a therapist, they're always talking to more than
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just the therapist. They're talking to some kind of internal audience that they have, like a family
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member that never listened to them. Or the world's like, wait a minute, there's something that
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didn't happen right in my life. And I need the world to know this. And I need to tell my story.
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So when they talk to a therapist in a way, they're always talking to a certain kind of
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hidden camera anyhow. It's not that different.
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Wow. You know, they're trying to tell their story and get it right. What led you to couples therapy?
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I mean, what's the advantage of working with a couple versus working with an individual or
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is there an advantage? Yeah. Well, first of all, when people are in therapy, they most of what they
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talk about is their relationships, right? And what you want to do in individual therapy is you
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want to get into like the very personal story, how a person sees their world, how they see the
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relationship. But you're always missing the other side, right? You're always missing what's
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another perspective on this. People only know what they know about themselves. Yeah. And that's all
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what would they say? And if I had the mother in the room, what would she say? And that's what
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gotten me kind of interested in couples work. So I actually recruited the person who's my advisor
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on the show, Virginia. Oh, yes. Mm-hmm. Years ago, I hired her and I said, teach me the art of
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couples therapy. Wow. Wow. And just tried it out and it was amazing. It was just a really
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powerful way of working. Yeah. I think you're you've done taking huge steps to expose people to
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what therapy is and to demystify it. And, you know, I think that the way it's done, the quality
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of the production and the way you approach the work, because we've had Barack and I we've done,
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I've done individual therapy. We've done couples therapy. It's just a way to as I was saying in our
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earlier conversation to, you know, bring our marriage down to reality for people. Yeah.
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And to let people know that even in the best marriages, getting help, having periods where you
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need support, you need to think things through is a normal part of making it through. And it's such
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it's an amazing thing that you're doing by actually speaking about it. I was listening to your
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conversation earlier and like, like, just breaking through all these like fantasies and illusions that
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people have about marriage and about relationships, trying to get like real and open people up
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both to their own inhibitions and struggles and then to be able to talk about it with each other.
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I mean, it's like, it's incredible what you're doing. Yeah. And from the place that you are. Yeah.
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It can be a little scary because you don't want to jinx your own relationship. Yeah. Or you don't
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want to, you know, feel like because you say a little bit that you have to say everything.
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But I do think that we don't talk enough with young people about what marriage is, what building
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real relationships are. We spend way more time on the wedding and the dress picking. Yeah.
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And the, you know, the the wish board and all of that. And I see that even now, even as therapy
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has become more of the norm in our society, I see too many young people who haven't really thought
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through their why. Yeah. They haven't asked real questions. They're so busy rushing to the ceremony.
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Yeah. And that's all we focus on is the day. And then they're not prepared for the next year or
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the next 50 years. And that's one of the reasons why I like talking openly. Yeah. Because I think
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young people give up. They give up too soon. Yeah. And, and Dr. Orna, why do you think that is?
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Is it, is it because we didn't have modeling with our parents or is there a fear of actually
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finding out what your partner thinks of you? Oh, there are many reasons why people don't talk about
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what's going on. There's so many fears of addressing them. And people love staying at the surface
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of things. They're afraid of themselves of what they're going to find out in themselves. They're
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afraid of what their partner might say to them. They're afraid of the world. What the world will
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think. There are many ways that people just hide all the time from like their most personal truth
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and the other person's truth. And the way people are raised and then we have the extra layer now
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of social media and like all the disignification that happens around that, that people don't know how
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to make contact with their true self. And we're not even trying. That's not like a personal goal.
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We don't, we're not, we're not raising, we're not raised or we're not raising our children to,
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to do that work. Yeah. To even understand that that work is a part of being human. Being human.
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Yeah. Yeah. But I think that's why the show worked so well. And we were surprised by how successful
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it was. But I think that's what people really need. Yeah. And they know it when they feel it.
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Like when people come into therapy and they can suddenly like, oh, I'm allowed to think about
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this. I'm allowed to talk about this. Yeah. I can talk to my partner about this. It's such a relief.
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It's such a, oh, this is what life is. Instead of this like defensive way that I've been living.
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Yeah. People know it when they when they get it, they know they need it. Yeah.
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Well, we typically have a question from a caller or a viewer. And I think that was a great time to
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get, get our question in and answer our questions. So Natalie, you got it.
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Hi, Michelle and Craig. I'm Rachel. I'm 40 years old and a mom of three lately. I've been feeling
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fairly bored in my marriage. It's like every day is kind of a repeat of the last. We wake up,
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do school drop off work, run errands. And then it's the same weekend routine. Even if my husband
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and I managed to carve out time for a rare date night, it still feels like we're just going through
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the motions. Last week, for example, we went out to dinner, but it turned into a quick meal where
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we talked mostly about the kids and then listened to each other's work complaints. It feels like
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we're roommates, not romantic partners. Meanwhile, I find myself getting increasingly jealous of
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this close friend of mine who has two kids and whose relationship seems pretty vibrant and fulfilling.
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She often shares stories about how attentive her husband is and I don't mean just emotionally.
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I know I shouldn't, but I can't help comparing our lives and I'm realizing it's starting to make me
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unhappy. I do love my husband and I feel lucky for the life we've built together, but I am craving more
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depth and excitement in our relationship. I'm willing to put in the work. I just don't know exactly
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where to start or how to talk with him without him becoming defensive or scaring him. Do we book a big
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sound silly, but I'm open. What's the secret to kick starting a romance with a husband of 14 years,
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Rachel? I think that's a great question. It's really is. It really is. There's so many different parts.
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So as the only husband at the table, what do you say? Yeah, really. I want to help Rachel be able to
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talk productively to her husband about her issues. How can we help Rachel talk a little bit more
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productively about this to the person that she should be feeling like she has her closest relationship with?
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Yeah. Oh my god, there's so much in this question. Yeah. So much. First of all, I have to say that the
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the question of boredom, boredom in my mind is, I mean, when patients talk to me about boredom,
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to me, it's like a big symptom of, first of all, a disconnect, a disconnect from some kind of deeper,
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more real layer of things. It's not, I mean, there's nothing to be bored about ever in life,
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especially if you have a two and a three year old or however old Rachel's kids for. Exactly. I
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and what our mind creates every night in terms of dreams. We are full of interesting,
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interesting experiences all the time. I mean, look outside at nature. I mean, you can just stare at a
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flower and it's like the world is fascinating. But we're not, we don't think like that as especially in
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this day and age. I mean, that's the first word out of a kid's mouth is I'm bored and just the way
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you put it. It's like how can how things are. There's nothing to be bored of. I mean,
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if you just, I mean, if you're a mother and you're watching your children every moment that you
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look at them, it's like unbelievable what's happening. Yes. And what's happening inside of you
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when you're with your children, all the different emotions, the fears, the, the memories that it
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brings up for you. I mean, there's nothing to be bored about ever. So if your board something is
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disconnected. So that's already something for me as a therapist to think about work with. And
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is it something within Rachel to thank you? Okay. So I start with what's going on with each person.
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Like what are you disconnected from in yourself? That first of all, you're looking to your husband
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to fulfill before checking in with yourself. If you're bored and you're looking at your husband,
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that's already not exactly the right direction to be looking at. There's nothing to be bored.
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Let's start from that. If your board something is disconnected. So yeah. So we can deal with that
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aspect of things like what are you what's happening inside you that you're bored with? That you're
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are you not giving yourself enough time to have an inner life? Are you running running running?
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Having three kids and she's 40. So the kids are young. I mean, this is a phase of life where
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this is not like fun in games. I mean, this is intense. You're at the level of like,
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are you getting any sleep? Is there money around? Are you at the level of the body?
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It's very hard to carve out space to have an inner life during that period. So what are you
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expecting? I mean, this is a period where you're giving out a lot. How are you dealing with that?
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Are you giving yourself the space to really have an experience when you're with your kid?
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What counts as an experience is when each of you is willing to come a little bit to your edge
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to the thing that matters to you really and speak from there.
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Listen to each other from there. Be curious. Say that again. That was deep.
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It's for each of you to bring yourself to the edge of your experience to the thing that really
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your mind is going to bring how you feel about things. The thing that really matters to you,
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the place where you tremble and to be able to be there with each other and ask your partner,
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it could be about anything. You could talk about, I don't know, I think she talked about the
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boredom of talking about work every day. You could talk to someone or talk about the kids,
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but everything you talk about, you can get to your edge into that thing that really again made you
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tremble and speak from there and listen from there, ask your partner like, okay, so that thing
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happened with your boss. But what did you really think or what were you really feeling in that moment
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and what fears and hopes did it bring up for you in that moment and what did it remind you of
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from when you were, I don't know, 12. What did your dad do in that situation? There's so many places
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you can go by everything. I mean, Barack and I are even, we're in these conversations about
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what are the experiences that we have with each other that build connection between us,
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right? Because we are very different people with very different habits, very different needs,
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and we're constantly throughout our marriage trying to bridge that gap. So this is fascinating to me.
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But a lot of people talk in terms of love, love, language, because all of this experience being
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at the edge, sharing this stuff, that sounds like, well, your love language is talk, you know,
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and if talk isn't his love language, like he doesn't want to go to the edge of anything,
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you know, because he just wants you to hold him. That's the experience he wants, or he wants you
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to just leave him alone. That's the experience he wants with his way.
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His love language is solitude. Well, that's interesting too. That could be a deal.
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You can ask plenty about that, but you know what? It's true that I rely a lot on language,
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but you can be at the edge with another person without words. How? It's being present.
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It's feeling each other. There's so many ways that people communicate that they send, I mean,
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so much of what transpires between people is actually beyond language. I mean, you know,
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we're sitting here together. There's body language. There's facial expression. There's
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the smell and sound of things. There's, I mean, that's why Zoom, for example, is so reduced in
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terms of like a therapy encounter. There are many ways that we can be on the edge of things with
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each other that are not only in words. It helps when there's a connection between the experience
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of the body and the words, when it all kind of works together, but you can listen to music together
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and have like a really intense experience with no words. You can, I don't know, watch an amazing
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movie together and you're having a profound experience. It's not only words. Yeah. It's about
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bringing yourself to a place of vulnerability where you don't know, you don't know what your
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partner is going to say what they're going to do and you don't know what's going to come out
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from within you and you're touching each other in one way or another by being on that edge.
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So of course, it could be physically, sexually, there's many ways to be. Why are we so scared of that?
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It's scary. It's just straight up scary. It is scary. Yeah. It is, I mean, when two people are in,
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in the presence of each other in some naked form, I don't only mean naked body, but naked mentally,
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it is scary. There's a lot of risk, a lot of vulnerability. I'll jump in here. You know, from the time
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young men are developing, we have been the ones who had to ask girls to dance and you know what we're
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afraid of? Rejection. Yeah. So then you just keep adding that on until you get to be 60 years old
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and you're still afraid of rejection because I'm listening to you, Dr. Ornett, and it's just fantastic.
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And Kelly and I, my wife, we still have young kids. So we have a 14 year old and a 12 year old.
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But we don't just talk about the kids. We talk about a lot of different things. And now I'm trying to see
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how can I get my, when am I on the edge? And yeah, maybe you're not on the edge.
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And it's not superficial because I've never, I don't feel like I'm too scared to bring up anything.
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You know, I'm not scared to bring up anything. Although you said you started by talking about rejection.
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Right. So I'm trying to, I'm trying to see how I'm, yeah, I want to break myself,
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break myself from bringing, from being rejected. Yeah, out of this.
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From being rejected and I'm not getting to the, to the meat of the matter.
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You can, I'm, I promise you, you can always push yourself for.
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Yeah, that's what I'm hearing. It's, you know, you're like an athlete. You can always go
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and do more. Right. And maybe we're just right at the surface here.
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Well, because the thing about, because you're still in kid mode,
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Barragani are empty nesters, right? So the funny thing is it's like, we, now we don't have the kids.
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I mean, we always have the kids to talk about, right? But not on a day to day basis. They live in
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other, another state, another city, they're living their lives. And we've noticed how much of our
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time we've spent talking about them, right? Yeah. So now that we're empty nesters, it's like, well,
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what are we going to talk about? So we're together all day. And we, we do this thing where it's like,
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I'll see him. And it's like, what you've been doing. It's like, up, don't tell me until dinner,
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because we're, we got to have something to talk about at dinner. So if all throughout the
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course of the day, I'm getting caught up on his stuff, then it's like, we're sitting, staring at
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each other. Actually, always missing something. First of all, that's not true. That's not true.
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Yeah. Yeah. That's not true. It's not true. You're wrong. I'm just getting her back for
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a minute. I'm not. I'm just getting my excursion. No, there's, first of all, there's,
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there's, I mean, this is a little radical what I'm saying, but there's a way to be next to another
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person, even in silence, that can be very alive, right? Like, you know, people sit and meditate
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next to each other. There's a way that you could be together. There is very alive. To me, it's a
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question of like, again, are you sitting there from a, in a place that you know what matters to you
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in that moment? And are you curious about your partner's edge or where they're at? Like,
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what are you thinking about? Yeah. I've finished for your thoughts. What are you thinking about?
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And then do they, do you really go there? And then do you really say, because how many times do
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somebody asks, what are you thinking about? And you're like, well, let me make up a thing. Right.
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I don't want to say what I was thinking about. Right. Which was like, the way you're chewing makes
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me want to smack you upside the head. Which could be, which that would be an edge that would be an edge.
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And that would be really interesting. You could like, open something up there and a wide way.
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You're chewing, annoying me so much. Let's discuss. Right. Yeah. I don't know if I'd bring that up.
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But that's an edge. That's an example of an edge. That's an example of an edge. And it actually,
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and symbolically, it's a great example because chewing is hearing another person chewing is you're
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hearing the essence of who they are. Their otherness, their bodily functions. It is like that.
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It's the chewing thing. It's not like that at all. No, no. Because the girls that talk about,
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it's a thing. Yeah. I didn't realize that. That's good to know because the girls and I are very
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irritated with the way Barak choose. Oh my god. That's, actually is the essence. Like you hear the
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otherness of a person, right? You hear they have a body. They have saliva. They're like, you
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buzz. Like, why they're not there. No, yes. Should we, does that, is that a statement of something
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deeper? And if it doesn't annoy you, is that a statement of something deeper? No.
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That's not fair.
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We're all in again.
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Robins. Sorry. You go. When we're striking, then you have to leave the table. You guys can sit there,
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crunch it on serious. I'm sure we can find other ways in which we can dig in there. But we
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digress though. But it's fascinating that that's even that edgeness. Yeah. I like this. You know,
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that poet Keats that has the idea of like negative capability, like creating emptying yourself
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in a way and really opening yourself up to be curious to another person. Not listening so that
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you can talk, but listening so you can really hear another person. Like what matters to them?
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Well, that's endless. Yeah. And that's an interesting thing. I don't want to
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genderize this. Right. And then there are a lot of people who are not curious. They're not,
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you know, open there. They have a way of dialogue. That is, I'm going to relay information to you.
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And then I'm going to move on or I'm going to solve a problem or I'm going to, there isn't a
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curiosity. We aren't taught that. And I wonder whether that's some of what Rachel might be experiencing
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or might want to consider in her marriage. But as a, yes, I think many people are not taught to
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look for that in themselves and speak in that way to other people. But you can cultivate that.
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Yeah. I mean, that's what I do as an analyst. I sit next to people and I turn my curiosity
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towards them. And I create an environment that invites them to look inside and talk to me.
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And you can do that. You can do that with your husband. Even if he doesn't know how to talk,
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there was in the last series that we did, there was this wonderful Chinese American man, Rex.
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Oh, I remember him. Remember Rex? I don't think growing up, I don't think anyone ever asked him a
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question. That's right. Ever. Yeah. And he had no clue what was going on inside him. No
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clue. And there are conversations in the beginning where like dead ends. But you just sit there for a
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few minutes and ask him a question. And suddenly the whole world would open up and he'd be shocked
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by what's coming out of his mouth. Just give the person a chance. Ask, ask, invite. Yeah.
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Okay. I'm just jotting down some notes. And two Rachel's point of looking externally.
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And comparing the, I mean, I would compare it. I know we haven't become begun to scratch the
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surface of so many other things. But I know she, she's in that comparative mode, which so many of us
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are in this day and age. Instagram. Yeah. Compare and despair. I think if you want to look at other
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people for something useful rather than compare and despair, you can look at other people and get
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inspired just like you were saying earlier, talk to people in order to learn something. If you have
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there's something about this, the younger generations, they live a very different life than ours.
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completely unnoticed and just being able to experience the world in that way, which is I would
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have never thought that that would be. And conversely, that's what we have fun doing. Like we can go
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for a walk and we can experience autumn and the trees turning and our discussions range from
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the kids to work to family to politics and that's how we generate our joy is doing family things.
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That reminds me of something else with Rachel and the focus on the husband and you mentioned it
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earlier that your spouse can't be everything. I mean, especially that phase of life,
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right? You need, you need friends, you need family, you need to kind of, you need more people in
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your life to carry the intense load of what it means to raise young children. And I've said this
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before, we now have this crazy notion that we're supposed to be this little unit of a family,
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parents and children, toughen it out together, you know, in some kind of isolation when in fact
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throughout humanity, that's not how families were structured. There was an extended family.
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There was always a big community. There were always others, cousins, aunts, uncles, neighbors,
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friends and some of what Rachel might be experiencing is what typically happens in young families.
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They're trying to do it all alone, all by themselves. And that's a piece of advice that I give
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when I'm out and about what got me through as a young mother was, you know, there came a point
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in that mother, the mother-father relationship when I felt like my husband had all this free time
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that he was going to the gym and, you know, he was still prioritizing his life and I was just
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sort of the gym too. Now, but I have to organize it and make it happen. That was sort of the kickstart
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to me to stop looking to him for what I needed. And once I started doing that, I gave my self-permission
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to do other things. Like go out with my girlfriends or have my friends over or build a strong community
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of other mothers. It made me feel more alive. Of course. Let us alone, less bored. Of course.
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But it was almost like I had to give my self-permission because you were just, you thought that being
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a parent meant you spent every waking moment with alone with your child by yourself. Yeah.
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And if Rachel's trying to follow that, she's not bored, she's probably mad. Right.
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Right. She's probably very angry. Yeah. Yeah. That is what you're describing is a very
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common phase that women go through and men are somehow freer for that. They somehow know better
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how to take care of themselves. Well, let's start there. That's what they focus on. Yeah.
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You can care of themselves. Which is important. It is good. It's important. You know, we criticize it.
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I think we're enviastied. That's what we're saying. We should learn to emulate it. Yeah.
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That sort of sheer laser focus on one's self. Well, this is a great time to give Rachel two or three
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tidbits to walk away with. If you had two or three things that we could give Rachel,
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that she could come away with from this episode, what would it be?
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Okay. So I'm actually going to start with what you said, Michelle. Which is like, how about you carve
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out some space for yourself where you make sure you're alive. You're not bored.
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Could be like 30 minutes a day and figure out what brings you there. What brings you to a place
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where you feel alive and content in yourself before you're talking to your husband, before you're
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thinking about your husband. Number one, number two, when you're spending time with your husband,
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how about you try to bring yourself to a place where you're really present and really curious.
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Like ask questions. That's good. Ask questions that will surprise you.
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Yeah. I love that. You know, if I could redo a lot of things in my early motherhood time and my
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marriage, it would be to communicate my feelings to a husband that was actually willing to listen.
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But you have this fear of like, well, if I'm complaining, if I'm not doing it all, then maybe I'm failing,
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maybe I look weak, maybe I don't look like I can handle it. And that's all you want to be as a mother.
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It's somebody who appears to be handling it all. So you don't want to share those vulnerable moments,
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those moments of doubt, those moments of loneliness, because you might be accused of not
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being a good mother. Absolutely. And I would add as a husband and a father, if you were to open up
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and say to me, I'm worried that I'm failing or I'm worried that I'm not doing it right, I would,
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I don't have any empirical data, but most husbands would be sympathetic and be helpful.
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Yeah. But the reason why I think you don't do it is because you're worried about him being
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negative. And it's, boy, I'd like to hope that it's unlikely.
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Well, then we can just tell Rachel I have her husband listen to this episode.
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Rachel's husband and it gets back to the husband, Rachel. Rachel's husband, the message from
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us to you, listen, be curious, be on your edge. And you know, make sure she gets to the gem in the
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spot. Yeah. Focus on her. Yeah. If you're not doing that, Rachel's husband, right. You think?
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Yeah. And and Rachel's husband should know that his wife's feeling bored, but she's going to work
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on it. Yeah. And if you're feeling bored, you have to work on it. Absolutely. And go to counseling.
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Yeah. That's another thing you can do. Yeah. That's also a piece of it. It's carve out that time.
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Right. It's, it's okay. I think, you know, you may find that in 10 years, you may need another
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checkup. And I'm finding that's because we're, you know, we're, I'm doing therapy now because I'm
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60 and at the end, I'm an empty nester. Yeah. I'm at a different phase in my life. I'm trying to
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figure out who am I now, you know, now that I can make all the, all the choices that are make
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our mind. And now how do I give myself permission? How do I deal with the new level of boredom and
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the newness? So it never ends, you know, you're, you're always figuring out yourself,
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yourself in relationships. And that's what therapy is for. It's to help you see parts of yourself
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that you can't see on your own. You know, you'd never try to fix the back of your hair without a
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mirror. You know, you can't see behind your back. And wonderful there, but you also have to find
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good one like orna and they're out there. And if you can't find orna watch couples therapy
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because the beauty of that show is that you sometimes you often you see yourself
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in the couples that you selected. And then you get orna's therapy. I highly recommend it. It is
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truly one of my favorite shows. It really makes me think deeply about myself and about my
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relationship. And it could be a good kickstart to couples out there who don't know what couples therapy
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is. But, you know, can gain some insights just from watching those amazingly brave people share
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their stories with all of us. So thank you. Thank you for being here. This has been terrific.
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Thanks so much. Thank you so much. Thank you very much.
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